Thursday, June 18, 2009

\\.::=Thriteen=::.//

My family’s Christmas party was in two days, and I had to get the nerve to ask Sidney to meet my family. I invited him over for dinner at my apartment for crab legs. I made sure everything was perfect. I wore a pair of jeans with a long black sweater. Millie was begging for food as Sidney knocked at the door.
“Down, girl,” I said pushing past her. I opened up the door and seen Sid standing there with beautiful white flowers. “Awh, Sid!” I said hugging him.
“I thought you’d like these,” he smiled. “How have you been babe?” It’s only been four days since we’ve last seen each other.
“Great, but I missed you,” I said wrapping my arms around him neck and kissed him. It feels so different but amazing.
“I missed you too, baby,” he said steeping inside. “Oh, God, crab is my favorite!” he exclaimed looking at the counter.
“Good,” I laughed. “They’re my favorite too. Have a sit down,” I said pointing to the chairs at the island.
“I’ll have to take you to Joe’s sometime.”
“Ah, I love that place,” I grinned.
“So, how about Army’s having a Christmas party tomorrow, and I need a date,” Sidney said smiling and pulling me in between his legs and wrapping his arms around my waist.
Perfect timing. “I’ll go,” I smiled. As he started to smile and say something, I put my finger over his full lips. “Only if you come to my family’s Christmas party the day after tomorrow,” I grinned.
Sidney chuckled, “You have me sold, Raina.” He placed a kiss on my lips and smacked my butt. “But, you have to agree on something.”
“Common, I already agreed on going to Colby’s!”
“You have to introduce me as your boyfriend.”

My body almost shut down. Sidney Crosby, the face of the NHL just asked me to be his girlfriend. And in the strangest way. I had to say yes. This was the only guy who has changed my life since the most tragic moment ever.

I just nodded my head and smiled, like a bimbo. “I’d love to, Sid,” I finally said.
“Had me worried,” he said just before his lips crashing onto mine. This kiss lifted me off my feet. It was full of love and passion; but mostly love. My heart was open and vulnerable. I couldn’t wait to start my new life with this man.

After dinner, Sidney headed home and told me he’d be over at five to pick me up. Work dragged on forever till then. I flew home and got ready. I curled my hair, fixed my make up, and put on new clothes. Sidney sent me a text and told me to wear something sexy. I could only wonder.
I dug through my closet looking for my sexy Santa outfit. My cousin forced me to wear it last year at her party, so I kept it around just in case. I finally found it and hurried to put it on. I used to feel so comfortable putting things like this on, but now, I felt so awkward and like everyone were staring making rude comments.



Sidney knocked on the door and quickly looked in the mirror making sure I looked good. I opened to door and Sid’s eyes widened. “Wow, you might not make it to the party,” he said warping his arms around my waist and kissing me.
“Well then what’s the point of wearing this?” I asked grinning.
“True, you just have to make all the guys jealous that you’re mine,” he said kissing my check. “Let’s roll.” I locked the door and Sidney walked me to his Range Rover. He helped me across the newly fallen snow and opened my door.
Colby didn’t live that far, so the drive was short. Sidney took my hand and walked inside to Colby’s. “Hey, brah,” Sidney yelled to Colby who was hanging around Mel talking to Max. Mel was in a green elf outfit with her hair curled. There were a whole bunch of other girls I didn’t know dressed up.
“Whoa! Raina, I didn’t know you dressed like that,” Colby said wrapping his arm around my waist.
“Don’t get used to it,” I said rolling my eyes.
“Sid, you mind if I take her for a spin around the block?” he winked.
“Bite me,” I said wiggling out of his grasp. Sidney just chuckled and kissed me. He introduced me to everyone as more people strolled through the door. I went up stairs to go to the bathroom and as I was coming back down, I seen Jordan walking down the hallway. That kid had looks.

I tried to pretend like I didn’t notice him to make it awkward, until he bumped into me. “Oh, sorry, Raina,” he grinned.
“No, it’s my fault, I was kinda zoned out,” I laughed.
Jordan smiled as our eyes connected. He looked up and seen the mistletoe about us. “Well, it’s tradition you know,” he said putting his arm around my waist.
“Funny,” I said trying to push past him. Instead, he gripped tighter and moved into kiss me. I brought my hand up. “Look, Sidney and I a couple now.”
“Golden boy, eh?” he chuckled.
“Yes, Jordan, golden boy,” I mocked. “I’m sorry, but I can’t do that.”
Jordan’s face softened. “I’m sorry, I should have respected you,” he said looking at his feet. “I just believe in luck.” He then walked away. I sighed and walked back to the kitchen where Sidney was talking to a group of girls with Max. Max had his arm around Sidney, laughing with the girls. Sidney was laughing along too, but seemed forced into the conversation.

“Common, Sid! You have all these lovely ladies, and you say you don’t want to be tied down. Crazy, man! Sam, here, would love to spend a night in your bed,” Max said digging him in the side.
Sidney was just rolling his eyes. I walked behind the girls, smiling at Sid. I knew he wasn’t going to fuck me over. He peeked over the girls and smiled. “I’ll make you a deal, Max. If I pick one of these girls, you have to rub Colby’s feet, tonight.”
Sidney told me how Max is always trying to hook him up with some girl. Finally agreeing, would make Max go crazy. “Deal, brah!” he yelled shaking his hand.
Sidney grinned and looked at all the girls. I had no doubt in my mind what was going on. He pushed through them and pushed me against the counter, kissing me hard. “Found my girl,” he said into the kiss.
I giggled, tangling my fingers in his curls. “Not fair!” Max yelled.
“I wore these socks during practice this morning!” Colby yelled, laughing.
“Fuck you, Crosby!”

The next day, I woke up at home with a killer headache. I rolled over and looked at the clock. The day care was closed for Christmas break. It was 12:36 and I was in need aspirin. I got out of bed and walked to the kitchen. I seen Sidney crashed on my couch all stretched out. A smile crept onto my face as I walked to the cabinet.
I walked over to Sid and rubbed his head. “Morning, super star,” I whispered kneeling down.
Sidney’s eyes fluttered opened as he groaned, “Morning.”
I gave him a light kiss and he sat up, pulling me onto his lap. “You could of slept in my bed, silly,” I said cuddling up to him.
“I didn’t want to make you uncomfortable,” he yawned, playing with my tangled hair.
“You’re my boyfriend, ya know,” I grinned.
Sidney just smiled. We were silent for a good five minutes, a comfortable silence. “You’re so beautiful, Raina,” he said softly.
I just returned the smile. “I’m gonna clean up and shower. You going back home?” I asked standing up.
“Yeah, I’m going to shower there and change. I’ll come back right after,” he said standing and stretching.
“Good deal.” Sidney pulled me into a hug and pressed his lips onto mine. “See ya soon, kiddo,” I said walking him to the door. I walked him to the door and he stole one more kiss. I hurried and cleaned the apartment and jumped into the shower.

I did my hair, makeup and went to pick out clothes. I pulled out an outfit and threw it on.



I texted Sidney to tell him not to get too dressed up. About an hour later I hear a knock at the door. I saw Sidney in a black sweater and jeans. God, his pants fit his just right.
“Hey, beautiful,” he said kissing me.
“Hey, love. What’s up?”
“Nuffin, just waiting to meet my beautiful girlfriend’s family, that’s all.”
“Awh, they have no idea you’re coming. So, be prepared for a freak out,” I laughed.
“I can’t wait!” he said pumping his fists in the air. I giggled as he picked me up. “Why the fuck are you wearing flip flops?!” he asked staring at my feet.
I could hold back a laugh, “Why the fuck aren’t you wearing flip flops?!”
“Because I like feeling in my toes, babe,” he laughed setting me down. “When we leaving?”
I looked at the clock. It was 5 and it started at 6. I figured we’d leave early since it took 40 minutes to get there. “We can leave now, it’s up to you.”
“Sure thing,” he said handing me my coat. We walked to Sidney’s Jag and he opened the door for me as any other time. The car ride was long, but we turned on the radio to listen to Christmas music. “Ah! Mariah Carey!” Sidney yelled. “She’s my favorite,” he grinned.
“She is pretty bomb,” I laughed. Sidney decided to start singing along.
“Baby, all I want for Christmas is you!” I couldn’t help but laugh. “I don’t want a lot for Christmas. There is just one thing I need!” He sang me the whole song, and by the end, my checks hurt from laughing.
Every song that came on, we sang together. By the time we got to my parents, we were laughing so hard we couldn’t open the door, or sit up straight. “Common, babe, pull it together!” I said grabbing Sid’s hand.
“Right on captain!” Sidney said getting out. We walked to the door and I rang the door bell and walked in. “I’m nervous,” Sidney said squeezing my hand.
“Don’t be,” I said kissing his cheek. “Mom! Dad! I’m here!” My parents ran to the door and gasped at the sight of Sidney.

Wednesday, June 10, 2009

\\.::=Twelve=::.//

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The next day was Friday, and I was so glad to away from work. I went home and as I was getting something to eat, my phone rang. I smiled as soon as I seen Sidney’s name pop up. “Hey, Rocky,” I said smiling.
He chuckled on the other line, “Watch out, you could be next.”
“I’d own you, Crosby.”
“Psh, you only wish. How was work, beautiful?”
“Fine, how was your flight, considering I seen that amazing game,” I said smiling.
I could tell he was smiling, “Thanks, it’s was alright. I’m about to leave for the arena now. I was wondering if you wanted to come.”
I took a moment to think, “How about tomorrow we do something?”
“Sound good. I’ll call you after the game and make plans. You’re gonna watch it right?”
“Of course, silly,” I said smiling.
“Good! Well, I’ll talk to you later tonight.”
“Okay, good luck, Sid.”
“Thanks, Raina. See ya.”
“Bye,” I hung up and grabbed pop corn shrimp out of the fridge. It was my daily snack. I threw them into the convection oven and sat down to watch TV as Millie jumped on my lap. Something came on the news that made me cringe. It was about Justin’s death and how Kenny’s court hearing was coming up. They didn’t find enough proof it was him till a year after Justin’s murder and of course they take forever to actually take charge and find out if he’s guilty or not.
I turned it off quickly. I didn’t want to see his face or hear anything about him. As soon as the TV turned off, my phone rang. I jumped and covered my chest. I seen it was Justin’s mom. I haven’t talked to her in about three months. It was strange timing as well.
I answered it slowly, “Hello.”
“Hi, Raina, how are you?” she said in a soft tone. She really went downhill after Justin’s death. She went on a drinking binge and his dad pretty much went crazy. Justin was the favorite of the family.
“I’ve fine, just got home from work. How are you Mrs. Lane?”
“Nothing has changed, dear. I’m still Patty,” she laughed. “I’m hanging in there. I was wondering if you were going to go to the court hearing.”
I froze. I’ve been trying to avoid it for months. I kept getting letters but I don’t want to face Kenny. “Um, I don’t think I can get off work for it,” I said biting my lip.
“Listen, Raina, I know it’s though for you to do something like this but we need you. We know Kenny did it, but no one was there like you were. We have two others who saw it but-“
“Then use them, Patty!” I cried. “I’m sorry, but I just can’t. It hurts to look at him.”
“Honey, it’s alright. You just have to come day.”
“Patty, you don’t understand! The thing’s he whispered in my ear would scare anyone for life. And I plan to keep those words to myself.”
Justin’s mom was quiet for a good 30 seconds. “I’m sorry, dear. I just feel like you have the whole story and if you know something we don’t it would help even more.”
“Its fine, I’m sure there’s enough evidence that proves he was at wrong. Is Matt going to be there too?”
“Yes, he is. I think everything’s going to be figured out once and for all. I just feel like such a bad parent for letting this happen,” she said chocking up.
“Don’t. It’s just the people Kenny hung out with. They were fuck ups and there’s nothing you can do about that. Kenny was always an asshole and you can’t blame yourself for that. You were a great mom, Patty. Look how amazing Justin was!” I said smiling, think about my boyfriend and how he was prefect in every way possible.
“Justin was the perfect kid, and he treated me like gold. I can’t thank God enough for blessing me with him. I just pray that he’s alright in heaven.”
“I’m sure he’s doing great, hun. He had you in his life, he couldn’t ask for anything more.” I talked to Patty for about 30 minutes catching up on what was going on in our lives. I didn’t want to tell anyone about Sidney, because I was still having trouble excepting it myself.

I sat in front of the tv watching Sidney take the ice and get ready to face the New York Islanders. Watching games alone really sucked. I always thought about having a roommate move in with me, but I was scared for some reason. It’s strange; I’m scared of people more than anything else. I decided to cal Lilly, an old friend from high school. She was married now with a two year old daughter. I need some kind of company.
“Raina, how have you been?!” she asked answering the phone excitedly.
“Great, you,” I said smiling.
“Can’t complain, what are you doing home on a Friday night?”
“Eh, sitting around watching the hockey game.” I felt the other line go quiet. Everyone knew I stopped everything that I found enjoyable that I used to share with Justin. Just because he died, I thought I had to cut off all of our enjoyments together.
“Oh yeah?” she said after a few seconds. “Who’s playing?”
“The Pens and Islanders, I was wondering if you wanted to come over and watch.”
She thought for a second before answering, “Sure! Let me get Wendy ready and we’ll be right over. You don’t mind me bringing her do you?”
“Not at all, you know I love kids,” I said smiling. Does Sid like kids? Whoa! Don’t think like that.
“Super, I’ll see you in about 20 minutes.” She hung up and I ran to the fridge to find something to cook. I started making pasta and a salad. Soon, Lilly and Wendy came knocking at the door.
“Hey guys, come in!” I said smiling.
“Thanks for having us over, Raina. It means a lot.”
“No problem, where’s Dan?” I asked taking Wendy’s baby bag.
“He’s visiting his brother in Seattle for the week. This is a really nice place you got yourself here,” she said smiling and admiring the kitchen.
“Thank you,” I smiled. “I’m planning on moving next month though. I’m thinking about going back to college and actually being a teacher and such, ya know?”
“Yeah, I know what you mean. What grade level do you want to work with?”
“Probably kinder garden or first, you know how I love the little ones,” I said picking up Wendy.
Lilly smiled, “You’d be an amazing mom.”
I blushed, “Thanks, I hope so.” Normally I’d run off crying or start yelling about a thought of a kid without Justin, but the feelings past, and I was looking forward to actually starting a family some day. “So, sit down and relax. Watch the Pens beat up someone,” I grinned.
“When did you start watching hockey again?” Lilly asked as I set Wendy down so I could keep an eye on the noodles.
“Well, that’s a story and a half,” I laughed.
Well, then you must spill!”
I got nervous. “Please, don’t freak or let anyone know. I told Jay, but he’s a guy, ya know.”
“Totally understand. So, what’s the story?”
I took a deep breath, gathering my thoughts. “Well, I took the day care kids to see a practice at South Pointe, and well, I kind of met up with Sidney Crosby.” Right there was enough to send Lilly through the roof. I filled her in with every detail and about how he offers me to games, dinner, and even plans for tomorrow.
“Wow, you got yourself a keeper! You know, I’m just happy you’re moving on. I would go crazy seeing you alone forever, Raina,” She said hugging me. “And the face of the NHL is the perfect choice, dear!”
“Well, I was thinking on a way of telling my family, but I’m not sure how. But Our Christmas Party is coming up, so I might invite him,” I said nervously.
“Do it! It would be perfect timing. And I’m sure your family would have no problem accepting him,” Lilly said with a grin. The game went on and the Pens lost 4-2. Lilly was still hanging around as Wendy fell asleep on the couch. We were talking about me moving and a few ideas on housing, when I heard a knock at the door.
“The gig is up,” I said going to answer it. I figured it would me my neighbor asking if I needed my car washed, since he was only ten, and needed money during weekends. I opened the door and seen Sidney standing there with a smile. “Hey!” I said as my face lit up. “You played good tonight, you’ll get em next time,” I said letting him step inside.
“Thanks,” he said pulling me into a hug. “Sorry you had to watch such a game.”
“It’s not your fault,” I said roughing up his hair. “Sid, this is my friend from high school, Lilly. Lilly, this is my friend Sidney.”
“Nice to meet you,” he said shaking her hand.
“It’s an honor to meet you, Mr. Crosby,” she said politely.
“It’s Sid,” he grinned. “And who do we have here?” He looked at Wendy with a chuckle.
“That’s my daughter, Wendy. She’s two, and extremely tired as you can see,” Lilly laughed, fixing her daughter’s hair.
“Well, she’s beautiful,” Sidney said taking a seat next to Lilly, as I sat a chair. We talked for about 20 minutes, before Lilly had to go. As she shut the door behind her, Sidney turned to me with a smile. “So, what are our plans for tomorrow?”
“It’s up to you,” I said yawning.
Sidney grinned. “I have a perfect idea. How about I pick you up around 11?”
“Sounds good to me, just don’t make it something crazy, Crosby.”
“I’ll try, babe,” he said giving me a kiss. “I’ll call before I come.”
“Sweet.” I walked him to the door and he pulled me close to him and kissed me with full of passion. “I’ll see you tomorrow, Sid,” I said with a huge smile.
“I can hardly wait.”

The next morning, I was wide awake. I took a shower and straightened my hair. I wore a pair of jeans with white boots with black strings and a long with sweater with a long black jacket. After finishing my makeup, I got a text from Sid saying he was on his way. I smiled and fixed up my house before I left. I was excited to see where Sid was taking me.
I got another text saying he was waiting outside. I couldn’t help but get butterflies. I gave Millie a pat on her head and ran out of my apartment. I saw Sidney waiting outside of his car. “Well, you look beautiful as always, my dear,” he said kissing me.
“Thank you,” I smiled as he opened the door for me. He ran to the other side and pulled out of the parking lot. “So, where ya taking me,” I asked holding his hand.
“Secret,” he grinned. “You’ll love though, so don’t worry.”
“Blah, no fair, Crosby!” He just smiled and turned on the radio. It was a quiet ride with small talk. Sidney parked in Station Square and we walked to a place filled with small shops. It seemed to have everything and it was my favorite get away.
We walked around in a few stores and Sidney decided to do some Christmas shopping while he was there. “You want to grab something to eat?” he asked after an hour of shopping.
“Sure,” I said as he led me around.
“You let chocolate?” he asked swinging his arm a bit.
“I’m a girl, of course I do,” I said smiling.
“Great,” he said smiling as we walked inside the Melting Pot. “Ever go here before?”
“No, but I’m glad we’re here now,” I said excited.
“Great,” Sidney said as a waiter came over. He sat us in a booth and I looked at the menu.
“Can I get real food before we try crazy shit?” I asked looking through the delicious food.
“Of course,” Sidney said smiling. We ordered a meal and after eating, we got to start on making desert.
“I’m so excited!” I said waiting for our stuff to arrive.
Sidney couldn’t help but laugh at me, “I can tell, Raina.”
They brought over a few things to start with and I seen brownies sitting on the plate. “Chocolate covered brownie, Sid!” I said getting excited and shoving one in my mouth. “So good,” I said chewing. “Eat one,” I said shoving on in Sidney’s mouth.
“Thanks, Raina,” he mumbled. “These are bad ass,” he laughed. We played around making different foods coated in chocolate.
“This is the best date by far,” I smiled.
“Well, we can have more of these best dates, ya know,” Sidney said smiling. He paid for our meal and we took home some of our creations. Sidney drove me back home and walked me to my apartment.
“Thanks a lot, Sid,” I said hugging him. “I always have a blast with you.”
“I love making it possible, Raina.”
“You wanna come inside for a little?” I asked motioning to the door.
“I’d love to, but I have to watch the kids for Mario. I’ll text you?”
“Deal,” I said kissing him. “Thanks again.”
“No problem,” he said giving me one last kiss. “See ya later, Raina!” I walked inside and shut the door behind me. I leaned against it and sighed. This is the best feeling in the world; love.