Wednesday, September 8, 2010

\\.::Eighteen::.//

I looked out of the window in the hotel in Buffalo. It was a beautiful site. Sidney was in the bathroom getting ready for bed. I thought about how he had practice early and would be off for a few hours. Then my mind switched to what was coming up in 13 days.

The hearing.

I feared what would happen. I really wanted to go and save everything, but I feared what Kenny would do. I knew he would have his buddy go after me or something. So, I had to stay away from it. My mind kept yelling at me that Justin lost his life. So, why am I not going to go and help do the right thing because I’m scared?

Sidney returned from the bathroom and put his arms around me. I could smell the mint from his toothpaste as he let out a sigh. “Beautiful view, huh? Just like you.” I just smiled and enjoyed the moment. “It reminds me of Montreal. It’s not as beautiful as there, but it just reminds me how great it is. You would love it. I want to take you there someday.”
I smiled, “I would really like that.”
“So would I,” he said staring out of the window. It felt like we could have stood there till the sun came up. Sidney kissed my check and whispered in my ear, “Let get to sleep, baby doll.” I nodded and fallowed him to the bed. He pulled down the covers and we got in together. He pulled me close and kissed me gently. “I love you, Raina. Night.”
“I love you too, Sid. Good night.”

I woke up to an empty spot next to me. I remembered Sidney leaving earlier and kissing me goodbye. I just wished he was still next to me. I really needed him close to me lately. I started to cry. Everything was over taking me at the moment. I needed out of the hotel room and walk around. I figured I’d go out and grab something to eat. I showered and did my hair and makeup.

I threw on a pair of jeans, black boots and black sweater with my coat. I grabbed my purse and room key and walked down the hall way. I knocked on Marc-Andre’s room and Vero answered. “Raina!” she yelled hugging me. “I’ve been up before Marc left, and I’m bored as shit. Common, we’re leaving!”
I couldn’t help but burst out into laugher, “That was the plan! Know any good places to eat?”
“The perfect place!” Vero smiled putting on her coat. She grabbed her stuff and shut the door behind her. “I can’t for the game tomorrow. We’re going to have a blast. I hope you brought warm clothes,” she laughed.
“Oh, I did. But I think we should go shopping, just in case we forgot anything,” I winked.
“I love the way you think.” We walked outside and got a cab to a small diner. Vero led me inside and we got a booth by a window. We watched people pass by as we waited for our breakfast.

“I feel so bad for boys being out in the cold all day,” I sighed and took a drink of my Coke.
“That just means we get to tend to them,” she winked.
I laughed, “Oh, of course!” We ate our food and headed to the closest mall. We bought new makeup and a few new clothing items. We decided to go back to the hotel and saw the boys were back, since Colby was roaming the hall.
“Oh no, the girls went shopping!” he cried.
“Oh no, Colby’s back!” I said back to him. I walked into the room with Colby and saw Sidney lying on the bed.
“Hey, you!” he said patting the empty spot next to him. “Have fun with Vero?”
“Yup, how was practice?” I asked taking off my boots.
“Good, fucking cold,” he laughed. He pulled me on the bed as I walked over to him. He held me down and kissed me. “I missed you,” he squealed.
“Awe, I missed you too babe!” I giggled. “I say we call in take out!”
“Deal,” Sid said with a smile and went to grab a phone book but Colby beat him to it and chucked it at him. This was going to be an interesting trip.

Tuesday, December 15, 2009

\\.::=Seventeen=::.//

I woke up the next day and opened my eyes. We stayed at Mario's after the game. The family was out visiting Mario's brother for a few days. There laid a still, awake Sidney, smiling. "Good morning, sleepy head," he said softly, smiling.
"Morning," I greeted back getting closer to him. "Were you being a creeper watching me sleep?" I asked.

"Mayybee," he grinned.

"You're silly," I said pressing my lips to his.

"Mmmmm," he smiled pulling away. "You sleep good?"

"Yup. I'm moving in!"

Sid laughed, "I'm sure Mario wouldn't mind another family member."

"Good!" I said with a fist pump. Sidney smiled and kissed me. "Shower timeee," I sung getting out of the tangled covers. I got into my bag and pulled out my tooth brush and clothes.

I walked into the bathroom and got out a towel shutting the door behind me. I was happy Sidney never pressured me into letting him join, or sex each night. He definitely was a different boy. Which made me realize this is what Justin wanted. Me to be with someone who was just like him. He always wanted what was best for me.

As I stepped into the warm shower, I let the water run down my body and kind of just stood in there taking in the moment. There was nothing better than a nice hot shower. After I got out, I brushed my teeth and dried off. My hair was up in a clip and I threw on clothes I brought over. I wore a pair of dark skinny jeans, a purple cami, and a flannel. I dried my hair and put on make up before leaving the bathroom.

Sidney grinned as I walked out, "You never fail at making yourself beautiful." He kissed my lightly on the lips.

"Aren't you a sweet heart," I smiled fallowing him out of his room. He led me downstairs, into the kitchen.

"Wanna eat here, or go out?" he asked opening up the fridge.

"I'll cook," I smiled. "Just gotta help me," I winked.

"Will do," he smiled. He grabbed the pans and butter, along with eggs. He found the pancake mix and bacon. He scrabbled the eggs as I mix the pancakes. He threw a shell at me, getting it stuck in my hair.

"Crosby!" I yelled throwing a hand full of pancake mix at him.

"You're going down, Miss Raina," he grinned. He chased me around the kitchen, facing off on the other side of the island. "Scared?" he asked, with pancake mix dripping off of his face.

"Nope," I smiled throwing the eggs sitting next to me. He wanted to be mad, but couldn't help but laugh when he grabbed the pancake mix and pour it over my head. "DICK!" I yelled pulling him over the counter. He grinned and kissed me roughly.I climbed over the counter and sat on it as he continued to kiss me. Even with our gross selves, we got heated with the kiss.

"What is going on?!" I could of swore Sidney got whip lash. "Sid! What did you do to my kitchen?!" Nathalie yelled.

"Uh, we'll clean up! No worries!" he said with a scared look.

She couldn't help but laugh. "You better, Sid." We waited for her to leave and started cracking up.

I got off of the counter and started to clean up the mess. "God, Sid, you should know better!" I said trying not to laugh.

"Speak for yourself!" he glared at me, trying to hide a smile. After a good hour of cleaning, we headed to his room for a second shower. As we got in his room I pushed him against the door and kissed him. He didn't hold back. His tongue grazed my lips, separating them and tangling his with mine.

I pulled away with a grin. "Gotta get my shower," I winked. Sidney leaned against the door and sighed with a, Please come back look. As much as I wanted to, I had to get clean, and also, not go too far, too fast.

I got in the shower for the second time that morning. I got out and didn't even bother doing my hair or anything. I found a pair of sweats I brought and a hoodie. I dried my hair and put it in a bun. Sid came back into the room with the same look. "You're still beautiful," he smiled, kissing my nose.

I smiled as he pulled me on the bed next to him. "You're amazing," he whispered.

"I learn it from you," I whispered back and he kissed me lightly. "I'm the luckiest girl in the world."

"And that makes me the luckiest boy." I blushed; he always makes me blush. "You're coming with my on New Year's Eve, right? For the winter classic?"

"You want me there?" I asked excited.

"Of course, baby. You're my good luck charm!"

I giggled, "Then, I just can't pass it up!"

Saturday, December 12, 2009

\\.::Sixteen::.//

After morning skate that day, Sidney decided to take me out for lunch before heading back for his pregame nap. He walked me to the car and opened my door. He got in and drove around Pittsburgh.
“Well, you guys looked good this morning,” I said as we were driving.
“Yeah, Ty has been really great for us. I’m glad he’s holding up the fort for Marc. You’re coming right?”
“Of course,” I smiled. I really didn’t want to stay anywhere alone after that dream. It was only a dream right? Then I thought about how the man at Joe’s Crab Shack was him in my dream. It was Kenny that night when Sid was playing Boston. My life just really can’t get any worse.
Sidney pulled up to the side walk and we got out. “I like just ate not too long ago,” I laughed.
Sidney just smiled, “Well, I figured we’d do something to pass time till you got hungry.” I gave him a confused look as he led me into a shop. We were in South Side so we were bound to do something nuts. I looked around and seen it was a tattoo parlor. I’ve been thinking of some ideas lately and mentioned it to Sidney once; just once.

“What are we doing here?” I asked with a smile, getting excited.
“Why else would we be here, silly? We’re getting a puppy!” Sid said holding my hand.
I punched him playfully as he led me through the small shop. “Are we getting a tattoo?” I asked excitedly.
“Well, you are,” he laughed. “You’ve been thinking, right?” he smiled. I nodded looking at the books. I had two tattoos already and I loved them. Justin took me to get them and get got matching ones. I wanted to get one for him, so when I looked at it I’d smile and think of every great memory. I wanted to keep it small though.

“Raina, I never expected to see you around here,” a man said to me.
I looked up and seen Andy from high school. He played hockey with Justin and was a pretty close friend to him. “Hey!” I smiled hugging him. “Yeah, Sid just surprised me and brought me here.”
“Well, what a great surprise for all of us,” he laughed. “How has everything been?”
“Great,” I said smiling. “A lot better than before, I must say.”
Andy smiled, “That’s good. You kinda disappeared the past few years.”
I nodded and shuffled my weight, “Uh, so you doing tats now, eh?”
“Yuppers,” he said excitedly. “You looking for one?”
“Yeah, I want to get something to remind me of Justin,” I said shyly.
Andy smiled, “Sounds perfect. You have an idea?”
“Kinda,” I said nervously. I wasn’t sure what to pick. This was forever and I wanted to make it perfect. “I want a tree with full leaves on one side and none on the other, but at the bottom.” It reminds me of how one half is still going on with life even though the other side’s gone.
“I’ll draw something up and you tell me what you think,” Andy smiled. We headed into the back while he threw something together; he was an amazing artist. “So, don’t be rude,” he said as we sat down, “who’s your friend?”
“Oh, sorry,” I blushed, “Sidney this is my friend Andy from high school. Andy, this is my boyfriend, Sidney.”
“Nice to meet you,” he smiled shaking Sid’s hand.
“Nice to meet you as well,” Sidney said professionally.
“So, how’s the season coming along?” Andy asked starting the drawing.
“Pretty good, nervous about that outdoor game,” he chuckled. “We’re gonna be freezing our nuts off,” he said causing us to laugh.
“Yeah, I’d be fucked,” Andy laughed. The boys talked mostly hockey, Andy sharing about his high school years and Sidney talking about the NHL. Andy finished up the drawing and handed it to me. “Well, what do you think?”

I stared at it with a huge smile, “Its prefect, Andy!”
“Anything for you, Raina,” he said as I hugged him. He gave me all the low down to keep it healthy and we swapped numbers to keep in touch.

“Thank you so much, Sid,” I smiled and kissed his cheek.
“You like it?” he asked holding my hand.
“Love it! But, you really didn’t have to do that for me.”
“I wanted to. We had to pass up the time somehow so we could be hungry!”

Saturday, September 12, 2009

\\.::Fifteen::.//

Christmas break was over and Sidney was back to playing hockey. I was still off from work and haven’t seen Sidney since my family’s dinner. I was sitting on the couch doing bills after my nap. I was waiting for Sidney to come over and the repair man. My sink was leaking and I couldn’t get anyone to help since the busy holiday.
There was a knock at the door and I walked over to get it. I opened it to see the man from Joe’s Crab Shack. He also looked like someone; someone I knew well.
“Hello,” I greeted him as he shut the door behind him and locked it.
“Hey, Raina,” he grinned.

Then it hit me; Kenny.

“Kenny, why are you here?” I asked with a shaky voice.
“To fix your sink, babe,” he said backing me up into the corner.
“Get away, from me,” I hissed.
“You’re not happy to see me?”
“Get out!” I cried trying not to let tears fall down my face.
He just grinned, “I just wanted to make sure you were minding your own business and staying out of the law.”
“I don’t plan to go to your hearing, okay?” I just wanted this man out of my life.
“Smart girl,” he said pulling out a knife. “I mean, I stayed away for three years. Let’s keep it that way?” He slid the soft side of the knife around my neck. “Or you’ll be like Mister Lane.”
“Why did you kill him?!” I shouted. “Why did you kill your own fucking brother?”
He still had that stupid smile on his face, like he was proud. “Well, I’m proud of it,” he laughed. “And I’m happy to see your smart little head figured it out; I killed Justin.”
“Bastard,” I sobbed. “Why though? Why did you kill someone you grew up with, and was always there for you?”
“Because Justin had everything I couldn’t have; you. Raina, you stupid cunt, you’re all I wanted. I tried to make you give me a shot, but you were too busy fucking the big time boy. Justin didn’t really love you.”
I took all the strength I had, and to it into a punch to his face. “Take that back, Kenny. Take it back!” I cried. “Justin loved me! More than anything!”
“But you let go of his hand to text your buddy. And his last moments perfectly fine were…. Shot.” He grinned. “Bang! Just like that,” he laughed. He stuck the knife into my side and dug it into my skin cutting up my side. “And if you don’t stay away January 26, you’ll end up just like Justin,” he said slowly. He threw the knife on the floor and walked out.

I fell to the floor grabbing my side. I started sobbing and held the knife. I stabbed the floor as if it were Kenny’s face. I suddenly felt light headed and pass out.

“Raina! Raina!” I felt someone shaking me. I sat up and held my side starting to cry.
“Sidney,” I cried, leaning into him. “Kenny’s going to kill me!” I realized it was a dream; a nightmare.
Sidney held me tight and shushed me. “It’s alright, baby. No one’s here to hurt you.”
“He came over! He’s going to kill me if I come to the court hearing!” I started to breath heavily and my face was soaked in tears.
“Raina, it’s alright, honey. Nothing’s going to happen to you. You’re safe with me,” he said stroking my hair.
“It was so scary,” I said whipping tears away.
Sidney just held me tight. He came over after practice and we took a nap together. I guess I woke him up during our sleep. “Let me go get you water,” he said starting to move.
“Don’t!” I yelled grabbing him. He couldn’t help but laugh. “I don’t want to be alone.”
He smiled and kissed me, “Let watch a movie, sweetheart.”

The next morning, I woke up to the smell of breakfast. Sidney walked back into the room with eggs and pancakes on a tray with water. “Good morning, baby,” he smiled, setting the tray over me and kissing my forehead.
“Morning,” I said softly with a smile. I fixed my hair and looked at the amazing breakfast Sid made. He really was the best. “Thanks, babe,” I said as he sat next to me and kissed him. “So, what’s going on today?” I asked getting ready to take a bite of my eggs.
“Well, tonight we’re playing the Sabers. You wanna come to morning skate so you’re not alone?” I nodded as I took a drink. “Okay, well I’m going to clean up the kitchen and you finish and get a shower and I’ll be right after you,” he said kissing me.
“Good deal, sir,” I smiled. I finished up my food quickly and hoped in the shower. I hurried so I could make myself look decent. Sidney walked in as I put on a robe and my hair up in a clip. He kissed me as he stripped to shower. I dried my hair and curled it, leaving my bangs straight. I quickly put on makeup and searched for clothes. I threw on a pair of jeans, boots and a fancy black sweater. Sidney walked out of the bathroom in his towel and glanced at me.
“Either I take forever, or you’re just fast!” he laughed.
“Little bit of both,” I smiled wrapping my arms around his neck. He grinned and kissed me lightly.
“I have to get ready, beautiful. I have to look almost as good as my girlfriend.” I laughed and slammed his butt.

I walked out of the bed room and looked around the place. Sidney did a good job cleaning. He really was a great guy. I have so much to thank him for in life. I sat down and Millie tried to jump up my lap.
“Dog, jump on me and you’ll get it,” I sternly told her as I turned on the news. Sidney short came out of the bed room and I turned off the tv and fixed my sweater. “Ready to roll?”
“Sure am,” he said handing me my coat. We headed to the Mellon and Sidney led me inside. He didn’t tell the media about us yet, and I wasn’t sure on what his plan for that was, but it was whatever to me. He was all to myself, so what did I have to worry about?

During practice I sat by myself, close to a guard. Someone sat next to me and I looked over to see Vero. “Hey,” I smiled.
“Hello,” she smiled back. “How are you doing?”
“Pretty good, yourself?” I asked, trying to avoid bringing up my thoughts.
“Can’t complain. How was your Christmas?”
“It was really great,” I smiled thinking about Sidney. “Yours?”
“Fantastic,” she said with a huge smile. I love going to Canada for Christmas. It was so beautiful and exciting. Maybe Sid can take you up there some time,” she winked.
I blushed and smiled, “Maybe.”
“Are you going to the winter classic? You’d have a blast! And the falls are there! It’d be perfect,” Vero gushed.
“Sid didn’t ask, and I don’t want to invade his space, ya know? I doubt I’d go anyways.”
“Well,” she stated, “if he does, you take him up on that offer! Because it’s going to be amazing!”

Saturday, July 18, 2009

\\.::=Fourteen=::.//

I'm so sorry for not updating anything lately. I've had writers block all month. And now that my brother deleted my sims, I've been going crazy so I'm forced to realize I need to update more. As far as my Patrick Kane story, I feel terrible I haven't got on that in two months. But an update is coming for that. And Staal is always slow for my brain for some reason, but I'll get on the ball. I promiss. Now on with the story.

“Raina!” my mom finally said hugging me. “Who’s your friend here?” she asked excitedly, even though I mentioned Sidney once before.
“Mom, dad, this is my boyfriend, Sidney. Sid, these are my parents, Kegan and Mitch,” I said politely.
“Nice to meet you,” Sidney said shaking my mom and dad’s hands. My dad looked like he just met God.
“Nice to meet you too, Sidney” my parents said together. “Hope you’re ready to meet the rest of the wild family,” my mom smiled.
“I can’t wait!”
“Raina!” my cousin, Kendal, said hugging me. “Who’s the man?” she asked winking.
“Oh, this is my boyfriend, Sidney. She’s my cousin, Kendal,” I told Sid.
“Crosby?! Oh, wow. I never thought I’d see the day I would meet the Penguins super star!” she said shaking his hand. Kendal was 25 but seemed too excited over the smallest things.
Sid laughed and shook her hand, “Well, it’s a pleasure to meet you.”
“Can you help me with the baby’s outfit?” Kendal asked. “I have three but I don’t know which to pick.”
“You would,” I laughed. “Wanna come, Sid?” I asked taking his hand.
“I guess I don’t have an option,” he said rolling his eyes and laughed. We walked into my old room and seen Kendal’s daughter, Joy, who was only 7 months old.

“Hey, Joy bug,” I said picking her up. “Awh, this one!” I yelled pointing to the white fuzzy dress.
“That’s what I thought,” Sid laughed.
“Can you dress her while I help Aunt Kegan with dinner?”
“Sure thing, ma’am,” I said setting Joy on the bed. Kendal left the room and Sid sat on the edge of the bed while I changed Joy.
“She’s beautiful,” Sidney smiled staring at her.
“Yeah, I can’t wait to have my own,” I smiled, buttoning her dress.
“I know what you mean.” I looked up at Sid and smiled to myself. I finished and picked her up. “Awh, aren’t you just beautiful?” Sidney said tickling her stomach.
She let out a giggle and I kissed her head. “Hey, Sid,” I said nervously, “I’m sorry if my family overacts over you. They’re young and knows what you’re all about.”
Sidney laughed. “Raina, I understand! I got through it every day. And let’s face it, it’s not every day you bring an NHL player home to mom and dad.
I smiled and kissed him. “Let’s roll,” I said as Sidney opened the door. We walked out and my mom looked over at us.
“They leave for a few minutes and come back with a baby!”
“I doubt it happens that fast,” I said sticking my tongue out.
My mom laughed and sat down next to my cousin, Pat. “So, Sidney, where are you from? Sorry, my husband’s the sports fanatic, not me.”
Sidney laughed sitting next to me at the table as well. “Its fine, I’m from Cole Harbor in Canada. Halifax.”
“Ooh yeah? I’ve never heard of it. How is it there?”
“Small!” Sidney laughed. “It’s really nice there though. I bought a beach house and it laid back.”
“That’s nice. You have siblings?”
“Yeah, a sister, Taylor. She’s 13.”
“She play hockey too?”
“Yup, goalie,” Sidney smiled. “She’s pretty thought to beat, even for me.”
“Must run in the family,” Kendal laughed.
“I guess,” he smiled. “It is supposed to snow tomorrow?”
“Not that I know of,” I said playing with Joy’s hair.
“Good, I have to be at the air port at four to go home for Christmas.”
“You’re leaving me!” I said sticking my lower lip out.
Sidney’s face soften, “I’ll call!”
I couldn’t help but laugh, “You better, or I’ll have to call Max and see if he has offers for me.”
“That’s not funny,” Sidney said making me giggle.
“Neither is you not calling.”
Sid rolled his eyes. “Sidney, would you like anything to eat? There’s a lot of food to choose from.”
“I’m fine for now, but I’ll be sure to get some pasta later.”
“You and your damn pasta. Don’t you get sick of that?” I said rolling my eyes.
“Don’t you get sick of shrimp?”
I had no come back. “So, mom, where are we going for Christmas Eve?”
“We’re going over Jen’s for dinner and then we’re having Christmas here.”
“Good deal,” I said turning to Sid. “Do you need a ride to the air port?” I asked, hoping to see him before he leaves.
“If you don’t mind,” he said looking at his phone. “Excuse me for moment,” he said politely and walked to another room to answer his phone.
My mom made sure he was out of hearing range before she spoke. “He’s a keeper, Raina,” she smiled.
“I guess he’s alright,” I teased. “He’s really one of a kind. I haven’t met someone like him who changed my mind about the whole dating thing. Sid’s just… prefect.”
My family smiled as Sidney walked back into the room. “Sorry, that was my mom. She wanted to let me know my grandma’s picking me up, since Taylor has something going on.”
“It’s fine. Family comes before anything,” my mom said getting up to check to see who else was there.
“Wanna meet more of my family?” I asked Sid.
He nodded and held my hand. “I really like your mom. She’s sweet.”
“My dad’s cool too. He’s just busy talking to his bother probably.”
Sidney laughed, “I understand. The night’s still young.” As we went through the evening, my dad came around with his brother and talked to Sid about sports and tried not to ask too many hockey questions. They were all getting along well and it was around one and I decided we had to get home so Sidney could get ready to head back home.

We said good bye to everyone and Sidney wrapped an arm around my waist going to the car. “That was so fun,” he said smiling.
“I guess so, considering you played every game there imagined and ate everything,” I laughed.
“I’m going to have so much to work off after break.” I laughed and rolled my eyes, getting inside the car.

Thursday, June 18, 2009

\\.::=Thriteen=::.//

My family’s Christmas party was in two days, and I had to get the nerve to ask Sidney to meet my family. I invited him over for dinner at my apartment for crab legs. I made sure everything was perfect. I wore a pair of jeans with a long black sweater. Millie was begging for food as Sidney knocked at the door.
“Down, girl,” I said pushing past her. I opened up the door and seen Sid standing there with beautiful white flowers. “Awh, Sid!” I said hugging him.
“I thought you’d like these,” he smiled. “How have you been babe?” It’s only been four days since we’ve last seen each other.
“Great, but I missed you,” I said wrapping my arms around him neck and kissed him. It feels so different but amazing.
“I missed you too, baby,” he said steeping inside. “Oh, God, crab is my favorite!” he exclaimed looking at the counter.
“Good,” I laughed. “They’re my favorite too. Have a sit down,” I said pointing to the chairs at the island.
“I’ll have to take you to Joe’s sometime.”
“Ah, I love that place,” I grinned.
“So, how about Army’s having a Christmas party tomorrow, and I need a date,” Sidney said smiling and pulling me in between his legs and wrapping his arms around my waist.
Perfect timing. “I’ll go,” I smiled. As he started to smile and say something, I put my finger over his full lips. “Only if you come to my family’s Christmas party the day after tomorrow,” I grinned.
Sidney chuckled, “You have me sold, Raina.” He placed a kiss on my lips and smacked my butt. “But, you have to agree on something.”
“Common, I already agreed on going to Colby’s!”
“You have to introduce me as your boyfriend.”

My body almost shut down. Sidney Crosby, the face of the NHL just asked me to be his girlfriend. And in the strangest way. I had to say yes. This was the only guy who has changed my life since the most tragic moment ever.

I just nodded my head and smiled, like a bimbo. “I’d love to, Sid,” I finally said.
“Had me worried,” he said just before his lips crashing onto mine. This kiss lifted me off my feet. It was full of love and passion; but mostly love. My heart was open and vulnerable. I couldn’t wait to start my new life with this man.

After dinner, Sidney headed home and told me he’d be over at five to pick me up. Work dragged on forever till then. I flew home and got ready. I curled my hair, fixed my make up, and put on new clothes. Sidney sent me a text and told me to wear something sexy. I could only wonder.
I dug through my closet looking for my sexy Santa outfit. My cousin forced me to wear it last year at her party, so I kept it around just in case. I finally found it and hurried to put it on. I used to feel so comfortable putting things like this on, but now, I felt so awkward and like everyone were staring making rude comments.



Sidney knocked on the door and quickly looked in the mirror making sure I looked good. I opened to door and Sid’s eyes widened. “Wow, you might not make it to the party,” he said warping his arms around my waist and kissing me.
“Well then what’s the point of wearing this?” I asked grinning.
“True, you just have to make all the guys jealous that you’re mine,” he said kissing my check. “Let’s roll.” I locked the door and Sidney walked me to his Range Rover. He helped me across the newly fallen snow and opened my door.
Colby didn’t live that far, so the drive was short. Sidney took my hand and walked inside to Colby’s. “Hey, brah,” Sidney yelled to Colby who was hanging around Mel talking to Max. Mel was in a green elf outfit with her hair curled. There were a whole bunch of other girls I didn’t know dressed up.
“Whoa! Raina, I didn’t know you dressed like that,” Colby said wrapping his arm around my waist.
“Don’t get used to it,” I said rolling my eyes.
“Sid, you mind if I take her for a spin around the block?” he winked.
“Bite me,” I said wiggling out of his grasp. Sidney just chuckled and kissed me. He introduced me to everyone as more people strolled through the door. I went up stairs to go to the bathroom and as I was coming back down, I seen Jordan walking down the hallway. That kid had looks.

I tried to pretend like I didn’t notice him to make it awkward, until he bumped into me. “Oh, sorry, Raina,” he grinned.
“No, it’s my fault, I was kinda zoned out,” I laughed.
Jordan smiled as our eyes connected. He looked up and seen the mistletoe about us. “Well, it’s tradition you know,” he said putting his arm around my waist.
“Funny,” I said trying to push past him. Instead, he gripped tighter and moved into kiss me. I brought my hand up. “Look, Sidney and I a couple now.”
“Golden boy, eh?” he chuckled.
“Yes, Jordan, golden boy,” I mocked. “I’m sorry, but I can’t do that.”
Jordan’s face softened. “I’m sorry, I should have respected you,” he said looking at his feet. “I just believe in luck.” He then walked away. I sighed and walked back to the kitchen where Sidney was talking to a group of girls with Max. Max had his arm around Sidney, laughing with the girls. Sidney was laughing along too, but seemed forced into the conversation.

“Common, Sid! You have all these lovely ladies, and you say you don’t want to be tied down. Crazy, man! Sam, here, would love to spend a night in your bed,” Max said digging him in the side.
Sidney was just rolling his eyes. I walked behind the girls, smiling at Sid. I knew he wasn’t going to fuck me over. He peeked over the girls and smiled. “I’ll make you a deal, Max. If I pick one of these girls, you have to rub Colby’s feet, tonight.”
Sidney told me how Max is always trying to hook him up with some girl. Finally agreeing, would make Max go crazy. “Deal, brah!” he yelled shaking his hand.
Sidney grinned and looked at all the girls. I had no doubt in my mind what was going on. He pushed through them and pushed me against the counter, kissing me hard. “Found my girl,” he said into the kiss.
I giggled, tangling my fingers in his curls. “Not fair!” Max yelled.
“I wore these socks during practice this morning!” Colby yelled, laughing.
“Fuck you, Crosby!”

The next day, I woke up at home with a killer headache. I rolled over and looked at the clock. The day care was closed for Christmas break. It was 12:36 and I was in need aspirin. I got out of bed and walked to the kitchen. I seen Sidney crashed on my couch all stretched out. A smile crept onto my face as I walked to the cabinet.
I walked over to Sid and rubbed his head. “Morning, super star,” I whispered kneeling down.
Sidney’s eyes fluttered opened as he groaned, “Morning.”
I gave him a light kiss and he sat up, pulling me onto his lap. “You could of slept in my bed, silly,” I said cuddling up to him.
“I didn’t want to make you uncomfortable,” he yawned, playing with my tangled hair.
“You’re my boyfriend, ya know,” I grinned.
Sidney just smiled. We were silent for a good five minutes, a comfortable silence. “You’re so beautiful, Raina,” he said softly.
I just returned the smile. “I’m gonna clean up and shower. You going back home?” I asked standing up.
“Yeah, I’m going to shower there and change. I’ll come back right after,” he said standing and stretching.
“Good deal.” Sidney pulled me into a hug and pressed his lips onto mine. “See ya soon, kiddo,” I said walking him to the door. I walked him to the door and he stole one more kiss. I hurried and cleaned the apartment and jumped into the shower.

I did my hair, makeup and went to pick out clothes. I pulled out an outfit and threw it on.



I texted Sidney to tell him not to get too dressed up. About an hour later I hear a knock at the door. I saw Sidney in a black sweater and jeans. God, his pants fit his just right.
“Hey, beautiful,” he said kissing me.
“Hey, love. What’s up?”
“Nuffin, just waiting to meet my beautiful girlfriend’s family, that’s all.”
“Awh, they have no idea you’re coming. So, be prepared for a freak out,” I laughed.
“I can’t wait!” he said pumping his fists in the air. I giggled as he picked me up. “Why the fuck are you wearing flip flops?!” he asked staring at my feet.
I could hold back a laugh, “Why the fuck aren’t you wearing flip flops?!”
“Because I like feeling in my toes, babe,” he laughed setting me down. “When we leaving?”
I looked at the clock. It was 5 and it started at 6. I figured we’d leave early since it took 40 minutes to get there. “We can leave now, it’s up to you.”
“Sure thing,” he said handing me my coat. We walked to Sidney’s Jag and he opened the door for me as any other time. The car ride was long, but we turned on the radio to listen to Christmas music. “Ah! Mariah Carey!” Sidney yelled. “She’s my favorite,” he grinned.
“She is pretty bomb,” I laughed. Sidney decided to start singing along.
“Baby, all I want for Christmas is you!” I couldn’t help but laugh. “I don’t want a lot for Christmas. There is just one thing I need!” He sang me the whole song, and by the end, my checks hurt from laughing.
Every song that came on, we sang together. By the time we got to my parents, we were laughing so hard we couldn’t open the door, or sit up straight. “Common, babe, pull it together!” I said grabbing Sid’s hand.
“Right on captain!” Sidney said getting out. We walked to the door and I rang the door bell and walked in. “I’m nervous,” Sidney said squeezing my hand.
“Don’t be,” I said kissing his cheek. “Mom! Dad! I’m here!” My parents ran to the door and gasped at the sight of Sidney.

Wednesday, June 10, 2009

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The next day was Friday, and I was so glad to away from work. I went home and as I was getting something to eat, my phone rang. I smiled as soon as I seen Sidney’s name pop up. “Hey, Rocky,” I said smiling.
He chuckled on the other line, “Watch out, you could be next.”
“I’d own you, Crosby.”
“Psh, you only wish. How was work, beautiful?”
“Fine, how was your flight, considering I seen that amazing game,” I said smiling.
I could tell he was smiling, “Thanks, it’s was alright. I’m about to leave for the arena now. I was wondering if you wanted to come.”
I took a moment to think, “How about tomorrow we do something?”
“Sound good. I’ll call you after the game and make plans. You’re gonna watch it right?”
“Of course, silly,” I said smiling.
“Good! Well, I’ll talk to you later tonight.”
“Okay, good luck, Sid.”
“Thanks, Raina. See ya.”
“Bye,” I hung up and grabbed pop corn shrimp out of the fridge. It was my daily snack. I threw them into the convection oven and sat down to watch TV as Millie jumped on my lap. Something came on the news that made me cringe. It was about Justin’s death and how Kenny’s court hearing was coming up. They didn’t find enough proof it was him till a year after Justin’s murder and of course they take forever to actually take charge and find out if he’s guilty or not.
I turned it off quickly. I didn’t want to see his face or hear anything about him. As soon as the TV turned off, my phone rang. I jumped and covered my chest. I seen it was Justin’s mom. I haven’t talked to her in about three months. It was strange timing as well.
I answered it slowly, “Hello.”
“Hi, Raina, how are you?” she said in a soft tone. She really went downhill after Justin’s death. She went on a drinking binge and his dad pretty much went crazy. Justin was the favorite of the family.
“I’ve fine, just got home from work. How are you Mrs. Lane?”
“Nothing has changed, dear. I’m still Patty,” she laughed. “I’m hanging in there. I was wondering if you were going to go to the court hearing.”
I froze. I’ve been trying to avoid it for months. I kept getting letters but I don’t want to face Kenny. “Um, I don’t think I can get off work for it,” I said biting my lip.
“Listen, Raina, I know it’s though for you to do something like this but we need you. We know Kenny did it, but no one was there like you were. We have two others who saw it but-“
“Then use them, Patty!” I cried. “I’m sorry, but I just can’t. It hurts to look at him.”
“Honey, it’s alright. You just have to come day.”
“Patty, you don’t understand! The thing’s he whispered in my ear would scare anyone for life. And I plan to keep those words to myself.”
Justin’s mom was quiet for a good 30 seconds. “I’m sorry, dear. I just feel like you have the whole story and if you know something we don’t it would help even more.”
“Its fine, I’m sure there’s enough evidence that proves he was at wrong. Is Matt going to be there too?”
“Yes, he is. I think everything’s going to be figured out once and for all. I just feel like such a bad parent for letting this happen,” she said chocking up.
“Don’t. It’s just the people Kenny hung out with. They were fuck ups and there’s nothing you can do about that. Kenny was always an asshole and you can’t blame yourself for that. You were a great mom, Patty. Look how amazing Justin was!” I said smiling, think about my boyfriend and how he was prefect in every way possible.
“Justin was the perfect kid, and he treated me like gold. I can’t thank God enough for blessing me with him. I just pray that he’s alright in heaven.”
“I’m sure he’s doing great, hun. He had you in his life, he couldn’t ask for anything more.” I talked to Patty for about 30 minutes catching up on what was going on in our lives. I didn’t want to tell anyone about Sidney, because I was still having trouble excepting it myself.

I sat in front of the tv watching Sidney take the ice and get ready to face the New York Islanders. Watching games alone really sucked. I always thought about having a roommate move in with me, but I was scared for some reason. It’s strange; I’m scared of people more than anything else. I decided to cal Lilly, an old friend from high school. She was married now with a two year old daughter. I need some kind of company.
“Raina, how have you been?!” she asked answering the phone excitedly.
“Great, you,” I said smiling.
“Can’t complain, what are you doing home on a Friday night?”
“Eh, sitting around watching the hockey game.” I felt the other line go quiet. Everyone knew I stopped everything that I found enjoyable that I used to share with Justin. Just because he died, I thought I had to cut off all of our enjoyments together.
“Oh yeah?” she said after a few seconds. “Who’s playing?”
“The Pens and Islanders, I was wondering if you wanted to come over and watch.”
She thought for a second before answering, “Sure! Let me get Wendy ready and we’ll be right over. You don’t mind me bringing her do you?”
“Not at all, you know I love kids,” I said smiling. Does Sid like kids? Whoa! Don’t think like that.
“Super, I’ll see you in about 20 minutes.” She hung up and I ran to the fridge to find something to cook. I started making pasta and a salad. Soon, Lilly and Wendy came knocking at the door.
“Hey guys, come in!” I said smiling.
“Thanks for having us over, Raina. It means a lot.”
“No problem, where’s Dan?” I asked taking Wendy’s baby bag.
“He’s visiting his brother in Seattle for the week. This is a really nice place you got yourself here,” she said smiling and admiring the kitchen.
“Thank you,” I smiled. “I’m planning on moving next month though. I’m thinking about going back to college and actually being a teacher and such, ya know?”
“Yeah, I know what you mean. What grade level do you want to work with?”
“Probably kinder garden or first, you know how I love the little ones,” I said picking up Wendy.
Lilly smiled, “You’d be an amazing mom.”
I blushed, “Thanks, I hope so.” Normally I’d run off crying or start yelling about a thought of a kid without Justin, but the feelings past, and I was looking forward to actually starting a family some day. “So, sit down and relax. Watch the Pens beat up someone,” I grinned.
“When did you start watching hockey again?” Lilly asked as I set Wendy down so I could keep an eye on the noodles.
“Well, that’s a story and a half,” I laughed.
Well, then you must spill!”
I got nervous. “Please, don’t freak or let anyone know. I told Jay, but he’s a guy, ya know.”
“Totally understand. So, what’s the story?”
I took a deep breath, gathering my thoughts. “Well, I took the day care kids to see a practice at South Pointe, and well, I kind of met up with Sidney Crosby.” Right there was enough to send Lilly through the roof. I filled her in with every detail and about how he offers me to games, dinner, and even plans for tomorrow.
“Wow, you got yourself a keeper! You know, I’m just happy you’re moving on. I would go crazy seeing you alone forever, Raina,” She said hugging me. “And the face of the NHL is the perfect choice, dear!”
“Well, I was thinking on a way of telling my family, but I’m not sure how. But Our Christmas Party is coming up, so I might invite him,” I said nervously.
“Do it! It would be perfect timing. And I’m sure your family would have no problem accepting him,” Lilly said with a grin. The game went on and the Pens lost 4-2. Lilly was still hanging around as Wendy fell asleep on the couch. We were talking about me moving and a few ideas on housing, when I heard a knock at the door.
“The gig is up,” I said going to answer it. I figured it would me my neighbor asking if I needed my car washed, since he was only ten, and needed money during weekends. I opened the door and seen Sidney standing there with a smile. “Hey!” I said as my face lit up. “You played good tonight, you’ll get em next time,” I said letting him step inside.
“Thanks,” he said pulling me into a hug. “Sorry you had to watch such a game.”
“It’s not your fault,” I said roughing up his hair. “Sid, this is my friend from high school, Lilly. Lilly, this is my friend Sidney.”
“Nice to meet you,” he said shaking her hand.
“It’s an honor to meet you, Mr. Crosby,” she said politely.
“It’s Sid,” he grinned. “And who do we have here?” He looked at Wendy with a chuckle.
“That’s my daughter, Wendy. She’s two, and extremely tired as you can see,” Lilly laughed, fixing her daughter’s hair.
“Well, she’s beautiful,” Sidney said taking a seat next to Lilly, as I sat a chair. We talked for about 20 minutes, before Lilly had to go. As she shut the door behind her, Sidney turned to me with a smile. “So, what are our plans for tomorrow?”
“It’s up to you,” I said yawning.
Sidney grinned. “I have a perfect idea. How about I pick you up around 11?”
“Sounds good to me, just don’t make it something crazy, Crosby.”
“I’ll try, babe,” he said giving me a kiss. “I’ll call before I come.”
“Sweet.” I walked him to the door and he pulled me close to him and kissed me with full of passion. “I’ll see you tomorrow, Sid,” I said with a huge smile.
“I can hardly wait.”

The next morning, I was wide awake. I took a shower and straightened my hair. I wore a pair of jeans with white boots with black strings and a long with sweater with a long black jacket. After finishing my makeup, I got a text from Sid saying he was on his way. I smiled and fixed up my house before I left. I was excited to see where Sid was taking me.
I got another text saying he was waiting outside. I couldn’t help but get butterflies. I gave Millie a pat on her head and ran out of my apartment. I saw Sidney waiting outside of his car. “Well, you look beautiful as always, my dear,” he said kissing me.
“Thank you,” I smiled as he opened the door for me. He ran to the other side and pulled out of the parking lot. “So, where ya taking me,” I asked holding his hand.
“Secret,” he grinned. “You’ll love though, so don’t worry.”
“Blah, no fair, Crosby!” He just smiled and turned on the radio. It was a quiet ride with small talk. Sidney parked in Station Square and we walked to a place filled with small shops. It seemed to have everything and it was my favorite get away.
We walked around in a few stores and Sidney decided to do some Christmas shopping while he was there. “You want to grab something to eat?” he asked after an hour of shopping.
“Sure,” I said as he led me around.
“You let chocolate?” he asked swinging his arm a bit.
“I’m a girl, of course I do,” I said smiling.
“Great,” he said smiling as we walked inside the Melting Pot. “Ever go here before?”
“No, but I’m glad we’re here now,” I said excited.
“Great,” Sidney said as a waiter came over. He sat us in a booth and I looked at the menu.
“Can I get real food before we try crazy shit?” I asked looking through the delicious food.
“Of course,” Sidney said smiling. We ordered a meal and after eating, we got to start on making desert.
“I’m so excited!” I said waiting for our stuff to arrive.
Sidney couldn’t help but laugh at me, “I can tell, Raina.”
They brought over a few things to start with and I seen brownies sitting on the plate. “Chocolate covered brownie, Sid!” I said getting excited and shoving one in my mouth. “So good,” I said chewing. “Eat one,” I said shoving on in Sidney’s mouth.
“Thanks, Raina,” he mumbled. “These are bad ass,” he laughed. We played around making different foods coated in chocolate.
“This is the best date by far,” I smiled.
“Well, we can have more of these best dates, ya know,” Sidney said smiling. He paid for our meal and we took home some of our creations. Sidney drove me back home and walked me to my apartment.
“Thanks a lot, Sid,” I said hugging him. “I always have a blast with you.”
“I love making it possible, Raina.”
“You wanna come inside for a little?” I asked motioning to the door.
“I’d love to, but I have to watch the kids for Mario. I’ll text you?”
“Deal,” I said kissing him. “Thanks again.”
“No problem,” he said giving me one last kiss. “See ya later, Raina!” I walked inside and shut the door behind me. I leaned against it and sighed. This is the best feeling in the world; love.