\\.::=Thirty-Two=::.//

The I woke up the the sun trickling through the cracks of the curtains. I rolled over to see Sidney still sound asleep. Gently, I slipped out of bed, putting on my undies and his shirt from the floor. Sneaking out of the bedroom, I made my way to the kitchen. Sidney's house was like a castle to me. It was absolutely beautiful, inside and out. It was only eight, but I couldn't sleep any longer, so I decided to cook breakfast. Eggs, beacon, french toast, and shredded hash browns.


As I pour orange juice into a glass, Sid walked in sporting a huge grin. "What's this, Rain?"

Tip toeing over, I wrapped my arms around his neck, "Breakfast, duh" I kissed him and felt him smiling through it. "Hope you like a little bit of everything."

"I couldn't turn it down!" I grabbed his plate waiting for him and sat down at the island. "What time do you have to be at work?"

I looked back at the clock and it was only 8:30. "Ten, so I will finish up pretty early, like three or so."

"Well, you better go get ready." He kissed my lips and I went to the bathroom to shower and get ready for work.

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Before I knew it, Thanksgiving was in two days. Sidney didn't mention having dinner with anyone, so I avoided the subject, even though it was pecking at my brain every time I saw him. My salon stays closed for the day before and black Friday, so I had some extra time. I was also taking off that weekend, just to give myself a break before the real holiday madness started.  Since Sidney and Taylor were both in the US, his family just celebrated the American holiday since they got the time off.

The lockout was still holding strong, Sidney was frustrated, but did a good job keeping it under control. I was happy he would at least get more time with his family, which means the world to him. I didn't want him to ruin his family holiday with having me back in the picture, not knowing what his family knows, and doesn't.

I was spending so much time at his place, I forgot what my own place looked like at times. I decided to stay home the last couple nights, just to make myself avoid the Thanksgiving talk I wanted to have. He didn't have to bring me, I just wanted him to show that he cares enough to let me know of his plans. It was really irritating.

My feet were up on the couch, my hair in a messy bun, and barely any makeup on. All of a sudden, there was a knock at the door. I rolled off the couch and peeked through the hole to see Sid with his hat pulled down low. "What are you doing here," I asked, confused. "Thought you had a meeting."

"I did, but I missed you so I stopped by," he said kissing me and coming inside. "Hope I'm not being rude or catching you off guard."

Just smiling, I shook my head. "You're goofy. You can always come here, like I always come to your place." I plopped back onto the couch and Sidney sat at the other end, picking up my legs, and laying them over his. "Ohhh, do I get a foot rub," I asked, wiggling my eye brows.

"Only because I think you're absolutely beautiful, yes."

Then I remembered what a mess I was. "Ugh! Sid, I'm super ugly right now," I pouted.

He just smiled and shook his head. "Never, babe."

We sat, watching the tv together in silence. I felt the words coming out of my mouth, without being controlled.

"Soooo, any plans this weekend?" Yup, leave it to me to just blurt that out.

"Nope." He just kept staring at the tv. I just felt myself getting angry. If looks could kill, I'm sure Sidney would of died a horrible death. He looked over at me, and laughed. "I've been waiting all week for my family to get back to me. We weren't sure who's house was having the dinner this year. Since I just found out today, it will just be at my house, I came over to ask if you want to join me since I know you have the time off." Being super embarrassed, I just laughed at myself. "Welllll?" he asked leaning closer to me.

"Of course, I will," I kissed his big lips and pushed him away. "Never wait that long ever again!" I said slapping his arm.

"Ha ha, sorry, babe. It was cute."
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Sidney and I boarded the plane Wednesday afternoon and headed to Nova Scotia. I had to find a crafty was to avoid my family without telling them about Sidney. I figured I would rather wait till this little trip to see how things could work out. He told his family he was bringing his new girlfriend and they were very welcoming. I was just hoping they wouldn't treat me differently after things happened. The whole flight, I was sweated bullets and felt my stomach cramping up. Sidney was sleeping about 30 minutes after we took off, so he was no comfort.

We landed and had a rental waiting for us. I saw Sid looking at me out of the corner of my eye. "You okay, babe?" he asked grabbing my hand from my lap.

"Yeah, just nervous. I feel like they're gonna hate me or something."

He just laughed, "Raina, they all are good hearted people. You have nothing to worry about. I assure you that." Bring my hand to his lips, he kissed it softly.

We pulled up to his childhood home and he just grinned at me.  "Do I gotta hold you hand the whole way there?"

Giving him the sink eye, I said, "Of course!"

"Good, because I wanted to," he winked, stealing a quick kiss.  We stepped out into the damp weather.  It just rained, the leaves were all over the road, and the place was lit with soft lights.  Sid rang the door bell and put his arm around my waist.

"I got it!" I heard a voice call, that sounded like his mom's.  She opened the door with a huge smile.  "Oh, my!  Raina!" she exclaimed, hugging me tightly.  "Troy!  Look how Sid brought home!  Raina!"

"Don't tell me look if you're going to spoil the surprise!" he yelled back.

Taylor ran the door with a huge smile, "Raina?!  Sid!"  she gave both of us a hug.  She grew so much in just a few years.  "Are you the girlfriend?"

"I sure hope so!" I laughed.

"She so so nervous to come," Sid teased, as we entered the house.

Trina took our bags and hugged us both.  "Now, dear, never feel like that.  You are a sweet heart.  Some times are better the second time around!"

"Hey, son," said Troy, embracing him in a hug.  "Good to see both of you," he smiled, giving myself another sigh of relief.  "How was the flight?"

"Not too bad," Sid said, as we took off our shoes.

"Coming from the guy who slept the whole time,"rolling my eyes, his family laughed.

"That's Sid, for ya!" said Trina, laughing.  "Well, come in the living room, relax!  I made an apple pie this afternoon just for us after dinner tonight.  It should be ready shortly.  Raina, would you like to come help?"

I glanced to Sid, who just had a smile, and nodded his head towards the kitchen.  "Of course," I said nervously, following her.

"Be easy on her mom!" he called from the living room.

Taylor followed us and sat at the table.  "So, I'm surprised to see you," pulling out biscuits from the oven, Trina placed them on top of the stove.  "But, I am very happy.  You were a very good girl for Sidney."

"Thank you, Trina," blushing, I grabbed some plates to set around the table.

"What have you been up to over the years, I must ask."

"Well, I got my cosmetology license and I work around the city for a great shop doing makeup and hair, frequently for commercials and magazines.  That's actually how I ran into Sidney.  So, I guess it has worked out for the best."

"Thank god, because Emily was super clingy and annoying," Taylor said, rolling her eyes, making me laugh.

"Taylor, don't talk badly about people," Trina scolded.

"But, mom, she pretty much worshiped the ground Sid walked on.  He's not that great."

I just couldn't hold back my laugh.  "Well, I'm just happy how things have worked out.  It's awesome to get to be around you guys once again."  I helped bring food to the table for Trina.  "So, Taylor you have anyone special?" I asked, lifting my eyebrows.

"Nope," she said while her mom was turned around, but nodding her head up and down.

"You can tell me later," I whispered.
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Around the table we told our story of how we met once again, what we all did the last few years, and ate the delicious apple pie.  We all helped clean up and headed to the living room to watch some TV.  Sid and Taylor compared their lives in Minnesota, while Trina was asking me what all I did and how hard it was.  Troy would pop in and out of conversation before disappearing to bed while Trina followed.

"I'm gonna go shower and get ready for bed, babe," Sid said, kissing my forehead and walking towards the bathroom.

I looked over at Taylor with a smile, "So, tell me about this interest!"

Her face lit up, which was adorable.  "His name is Mike.  He's super awesome and plays hockey, too, at my school.  We are two years apart, which is why I really don't wanna say anything to mom yet."

"Understandable!  She seemed real understanding though.  Common, her kids left home so young.  I think she knows you guys are far beyond your years," I laughed.  "You two are good kids."

"Thanks, Raina.  I'm happy you are back.  I think you leaving really made Sidney realize there's more to life than hockey.  Yeah, that's his life, but he needs more than just us to lean on while he's back in Pittsburgh.  He was really bummed out when you left."

I just bit my lip, "We both needed some growing up to do, but I'm happy we are both here now.  He really makes me happy.  And he has the coolest family."  We both smiled and I got up and hugged her.

"It's nice having another girl around here I can trust.  See you in the morning, Raina."  We both made our way to the bedroom and I got undressed while Sid was finishing up in the bathroom.

He walked in, wearing just his boxers and flexing his muscles.  "You are such a dork," I laughed, pulling him on the bed and kissing him.  "Thanks for bringing me babe.  I needed this."

"Me too.  I'm happy you joined me, even though I took forever to ask," he chuckled, turning off the lamp next to him and wrapping his arm around my waist.  "Good night, Raina."

"Night, Sid."

\\.::=Thirty-One=::.//

The day was rainy and cold. I loved it. The weather was perfect around this time of year.
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I sat in the parking lot waiting for Sidney. He told me he was close by. I was happy to get a little break and sit down to eat. Sidney's Rover pull up beside me and I just grinned at him as he glanced over with his silly smile, wearing a beanie. I stepped out and followed him into the restaurant. He grabbed my hand and told me, "You're beautiful."

I let out a laugh, "Thanks, but I look like a bum!"

"Never!" he planted a kiss on my lips before walking inside.

Of course he turned heads in the place. "Two?" the hostess asked, while grabbing menus.

"Yeah, can I be sat in a corner?" he asked, trying to avoid all of the people. Luckily it was still early, so it wasn't packed yet, until more people on lunch started to come in.

"Of course."

We were led to the table and Sidney pulled out my chair for me. "Don't try to impress all these people!" I joked as he sat down.

"I'm a gentleman!" He truly was. I couldn't deny it. We placed our order and he gave me a serious look, turning the mood. "Uhm, I broke things off with Emily."

I shot him a surprised look. "But... why?"

"You. I feel for you too much to stay with her and try to make things work with both of you. You make me feel so different. I can't be put on a peddle stool when I can't always be there for someone. I have a busy life and I need someone who understands that. She relied on me, and I hate that. I love your independence."

I knew I had a stupid smile on my face. I felt bad for the girl, but you can't change someone's mind and we are fighting for the same man. This time, I'm a different person and have to show Sid that. "I'm sorry, I'm sure it was hard for you, being the person you are. In reality though," I looked up from my drink and grinned, "I couldn't be happier to be the only girl... that I know of!"

"You are, Raina." He held my hand and gave it a light kiss. "So, you want to come to the team Halloween party at Mario's this weekend?" Halloween was next Wednesday.

"Sure! Just let me know what time. Can we match?!"

"Whatever you want!" he laughed. Our food was brought to the table and we talked about my morning at work. I couldn't wait to get home and just relax. "Want to come over tonight? You can stay and bring whatever you need for work in the morning. I want to spend more time you you."

"Yeah, I'll be there," I spoke without thinking. I wasn't going to talk myself out of it though. All I wanted was to be with him even more after knowing things were picking up again. He paid the bill and we walked the car. It was still sprinkling a bit.

"Text me after you get home and ready to come over."

"Okay," I gave him a kiss and went off to finish my day of work. I just wanted it to be over!
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"So, Raina," Gina, a girl I worked with at the salon, "you had a lunch date?"

"I might have," I blushed.

"With who! I've been trying to ask you out for the last six months and you keep shooting me down!" Petty, the only man we had in the salon that wasn't gay.

"Until you stop asking all of us," I said pointing my finger around the salon, "it will never happen."

He sighed and sat down. "Seriously, it was a date?"

"Yeah, you weirdos! Am I not pretty enough for a date?!" I laughed.

"Don't take it like that, we just know you had it rough in the past, so it's surprising but good!" a girl Caitlin said patting my back.

"Well, sometimes your past can make up for what they did."

You did not go back to that scum bag!" Pet said appalled.

"Not the one you're thinking of. Sidney... Crosby."

"Kay, now you're lying," Caitlin laughed.

"I dated him before I ever got into beauty school. We had a rough patch because I wasn't over Justin. It was hard. We met at the RootSports photo shoot by surprise. We have been spending time together lately and I'm very hopeful that this time we both have our heads on straight."

"I wont believe it till he brings your Starbucks or something!"

Gina said half joking.

Shrugging my shoulders I said, "If that's all it takes!" We all laughed and carried about our day. Them asking questions on and off about him. I knew they thought I was joking, but I was okay with that. These people were family to me, and they would get to see that side of my life sooner or later.

My day went quickly and I was headed home to pack an over night bag for Sid's. I looked through my underwear draw and picked out a matching pair of bra and underwear. I put it on underneath my outfit.

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It was about nine o'clock and I would normally be tired, but all the butterflies I had was keeping me awake. I walked up the the door and Sidney must of been waiting for me. "Nice to see you, beautiful," he said kissing my cheek and grabbing my bags for me. "How was the rest of your day?"

"Slowwww." He sat my bag down by the steps heading upstairs and I wrapped my arms around his neck. "I just wanted to see you," grinning at him, I leaned in for a deep kiss. His hands around my waist, quickly found my butt and gave it a squeeze. I just was really feeling hot for him. Everything about his body and personality turned me on. I broke away and looked in his eyes. I gave him a smirk and grabbed my bag and headed to his bed room.

"But, babe!" he said stopping me. "Did you eat dinner?"

I couldn't help but laugh. "I did, Sid. I grabbed food on the way home, so we wouldn't have to waste any time." I gave him a wink and hoped he'd follow. He ran up behind me, picked me up, and carried me to the bedroom. I couldn't help laughing and he laid me down on the bed, putting my bag on the floor. He ran down stairs and locked the doors and came up with two bottles of water for us. Shutting the door behind him, he crawled over top of me and crashed his lips onto mine.

\\.::TwentyOne::.//

When we were leaving dinner, there was about an hour left before the game and I got a call from Sidney. I grew a smile on my face and answered the phone, "Hello."

"Hey, baby. You make it to my family's alright?" he asked.

"I sure did, thanks. I was worried you forgot all about me!" I did wish he called sooner.

"I'm really sorry, babe. We were packed tight with interviews. If would of texted you it would of took an hour just to send it."

"It's fine, no worries," I laughed. "I just went out to eat with your family and now we're heading back to watch you game."

"Are they driving you nuts yet?"

"Sid! No way!" I laughed. "They're extremely sweet."

"They can be," he chuckled.

"Well, we're heading back to the house now, and I know you're getting ready for your game."

"Yeah, we'll be back in Pittsburgh soon, so I'll have more time to talk to my girl," I could hear him smiling on the other line. "But you're right I better go. Tell my family I love them and I'll be calling tonight."

"Sounds good. Good luck! I love you!"

"Thanks, baby. I love you too!" We hung up and stared at my phone with a smile.

"Sidney have anything good to say?" Taylor asked smiling as we reached the car.

"Just that he loves you guys and he'll call after the game." The car ride home was quiet and we reached the house shortly. I changed out of my cloths into something more comfortable.

I sat down in the living room where Trina had chocolate cake laying out for us. This lady just knows what I love. "Raina, you like cake?"

"Love it!" I laughed. I was handed a piece and sat down next to Taylor. I could love these few months in Canada.


The next days past and I did go shopping for Canadian clothes, so I wouldn't freeze to death. Sidney was back in Pittsburgh and had a game against the Lightening. I adored Sidney's family and household. I was actually afraid to leave it!

We were sitting around watching the game that night when it happened; Sidney slid straight into the boards, and skated off of the ice. I believe the whole room and Pittsburgh teared up. I couldn't grab my phone fast enough to send a text to Sidney saying call me as soon as he could find out what happened, because I just knew that was more than a bad fall.


The whole night the Crosby household was silent and you could a pin drop. Troy ended up locking himself in the room, Taylor was silently on her computer and Trina was on the phone with Sidney's grandmother. I ran in his room when my phone went off. I about jumped out of my skin.

"Hello?" I said out of breath.

"Hey, babe," Sid said quietly. "They're thinking it's a high ankle sprain." I let out a huge sigh and felt like crying. It was hard not being there with him.

"When will you find out for sure?"

"In the morning. How's my family taking it?"

"Well, your dad became a hermit, Taylor's just worried and your mom has been making a million phone calls."

"She called me about 34 times. I just wanted to talk to you before anyone."

I smiled, "Thanks, Sid. Well, you make you're trillion phone calls and I'll be going to sleep soon. Call if you need anything."

"Will do sweetheart. I love you," he said putting a huge smile on my face.

"I love you too."

"Oh, and one more thing. Just tell my mom I'll call her tomorrow morning because I have press and everything."

"Will do. Good night, babe."

"Good night, beautiful." I hung up and smiled. I threw one of Sidney's old high school hoodies and walked out into the kitchen.

Trina looked at me and knew I had to talk to her. I sat down at the kitchen table and picked up an apple that was sitting in a fruit bowel in the middle of the table.

She said her good byes and stared at me. "Did Sidney call you?" she asked with huge eyes. I nodded. "What did he say?" she asked sitting down across from me.

"They think it's an high ankle sprain."

"Oh, God. Not Sidney, too," she said holding her face in her hands.

I looked down at the apple and felt empty. "I think I'm going to fly down there tomorrow morning to be with him. He can't be alone."

"Honey, you don't need to do that," Trina said.

"Just for a few days. I'll stay in Mario's and help out. I know he needs someone."

"You really are a doll," she smiled. "I'll help you book your flight. Get some sleep and I'll talk to Troy. I'm sure he'll call me late tonight."

"Thanks a lot, Trina." I gave her a hug and headed back to Sidney's room. Before I did I stopped past Taylor's room and gave it a light knock.

"Come in," she called. I let myself in and she pushed back her laptop. "Hey," she said softly.

"Sid called," I said sitting next to her on the bed. "They think it's a high ankle sprain. I'm going out tomorrow to help him out for a few days."

"Are you sure?" she asked worried. "Raina, I don't think you should be back in Pittsburgh..." Taylor said with huge eyes.

"I'll get through all right. I'm going straight to Mario's and I'll have everything waiting for me when I get there."

She smiled and hugged me. "I hope he's alright and you'll be okay. Wake me up to go with you tomorrow."

"I will, Tay. Good night."

"Night," she called back and I headed to Sidney's room to get a good sleep before the morning.


Trina woke me up at 5:15 to get a shower and get ready for my flight. I jumped in the shower and hurried to get ready. I definitely wanted to look good for surprising Sidney. I straightened my hair and put on light make up.

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I made sure I woke up Taylor and she popped out of bed and just threw on her coat and boots. Trina drove me to the airport in silence. "Thank's a lot for doing this," I said breaking the silence.

"No problem, sweetheart! Sidney does need someone. He was saying how much he missed you last night. I've just been a mess. You know me," she glanced over and laughed.

"She's a nut!" Taylor said making us laugh. Trina dropped me off at the airport giving me tons of instructions for when I got to Pittsburgh. I hugged her and Taylor and headed towards my flight.


I stepped onto the door step of the Lemieux's household. I rang the door bell and was greeted by Mario himself. "Raina!" he said surprised. "What are you doing here?"

"I'm here to help Sid out," I smiled. "But shhh!"

Mario gave me his famous smile, "He's in his room getting ready for the doctor's and a press meeting." I nodded and headed to his room.

I opened the door and heard him in the bathroom. I smiled and rushed in and hugged him. "Holy shit!" he said giving his famous laugh hugging me back and kissing me.

"Not too rough," I said releasing the hug, "can't hurt the ankle anymore!"

Sidney sighed, "Yeah, it's driving me crazy. I'm probably gonna have to get a boot and shit." He looked at me again and kissed me. "And why the hell are you back?!"

"You needed a nurse!" I laughed. He roughed up my hair and kissed my cheek and finished getting ready. His manager was at the house to pick him up and I followed him into the SUV. After waiting for the doctor, Sidney got the news it was definitely a high ankle sprain. He got his boot and we headed to the press meeting to inform the NHL world Sidney Crosby would be out for weeks.

We headed home after getting Starbucks to lighten the mood. "Let's lay around and watch Friends," I smiled up at him and kissed him.

He smiled at the idea, "You know me well, Raina." We got home and did just that.

\\.::Twenty::.//

Sidney helped me pack up through out the week and I was leaving the same day he was for a trip to Canada as well. He held me tight in the airport and kissed my head a million times. I looked at him and held his face, seeing a few tears roll down his cheek.

I whipped them away and whispered, "Don't cry. I'll be okay with your family... Right?"

He nodded smiling, "I just want to be there with you, knowing you're safe with me as well. If there's any point in time you need me there with you, I'm a phone call away. I don't want you forgetting that."

"Thank you, Sidney; for everything."

"Anytime, Raina." He leaned in and gave me a deep kiss and held my hand as I walked away till our arms ran out of length. I boarded the plane after blowing him a kiss and trying to hold back tears. I knew this was for the best; everything Sidney does for me is for the best.

The flight to Canada seemed so fast, I barely had time to think about what I was going to do when I got there for the next so many months. The plane landed and I had to search for my bags and find Trina Crosby. After grabbing my stuff, I looked around the small airport. It was a cute, quiet town, which I loved! It was nothing like big, busy Pittsburgh. Everyone seemed helpful, cheerful and caring. Pittsburgh, everyone's in a hurry to get where they need to go, but some still find a moment to help you out. This just had a fresher energy. God, I love Canada already! I thought.

I spotted Sidney's mom waving me down and I instantly smiled. Taylor was with them and I hurried to get in reach of them. I hugged them both and they helped my with my luggage. "How was the flight, dear?" Trina asked leading me outside to the freezing cold air. Winter was definitely something I over looked.

"It was fast, probably because I was so nervous to get here."

"No need to be nervous, you're in good hands! Sidney filled us all in and we're here to take care of you," she said sweetly.

"Yeah, and finally I'll have a big sister to take me shopping when mom wont!" Taylor said smiling.

"No, she wont do that, Taylor. Raina's here for help from us!"

"I'll see what I can do," I winked to Taylor. "I'm definitely gonna need help finding warm clothes for winter tomorrow!"

"Have you ever came to Canada for winter?" Trina asked helping me load the car.

"Nope! Poor Millie's gonna need a coat herself! I said hold her cage, knowing she had enough fur on her to walk in Alaska on it's coldest days. We pulled up to Sidney's parents house and as we walked in, his dog ran up to me sniffing me all over.

"Yeah, she's friendly. Millie and her will be friends," Trina laughed. I let out Millie so they could be introduced to each other.

Troy was sitting on the couch and got up to shake my hand as I walked farther in the house. "Nice to see you made it here safely. Flight alright?"

"Yup, just seemed really fast." If one more person asked that, I was gonna go crazy.

"Well, Taylor can show you Sidney's old room and you can stay in there. Maybe you'll feel more comfortable," Troy said smiling.

"Thank you," I said with a chuckle. I was already feeling better.

Taylor led me down a hallway and open the second door on the right. "Here you are!" I walked inside and saw the tons of awards Sid collected. "He's supposed to get all his crap moved out by now, but he's taking forever!" she said with a huff, which made me laugh.

I was just amazed to think of the position I was in. I couldn't of been more blessed, ending up with such a great, wonderful guy to help me out like this. I looked over at a picture of Sidney holding his baby sister after she was just born. It made me smile, thinking back to my brother and parents.

I held back tears and turned around to see Taylor sitting on the bed, "He still looks the same!" she said, making me laugh.

"He sure does!" Trina walked into the room and set down my bags. "Oh, my! I could of gotten them!"

"No, dear," she smiled. "It's fine, you're having a crazy day. I was just wanted to let you know, we're going out to eat in about an hour and make it back in time to watch the game."

"Oh, okay. Thank you," I smiled. "I'm gonna call my parents. I let them know last night what was going on and knowing them, they're freaking out right now."

"Taylor, help me clean up before we leave," Trina told her, meaning, we'll give Raina space.

I scrolled through my contracts till I found my parent's number. "Raina!" she said excitedly into the phone. "Are you in Canada?!"

"Don't give me a, 'Hello' or anything. Yes, I am." I said laughing and sitting on Sidney's bed.

"Oh, thank God! I take it as the flight went well. Sidney's parents have you settled in?"

"Yeah," I smiled, "we're going out to eat in a little."

I knew my mom was smiling on the other end, "Well, I'm glad. I must say, you lucked out finding yourself a boy like Sidney! I'm just happy you're safe and out of Pittsburgh. I'm sure in about a few months, everything will be blown over. I talked to Justin's mom and she said Kenny's phone calls will be monitored and his visits."

"Thank's good..." I just stared at the floor with the thought of Kenny's cold face in the court room. I felt like throwing up.

"Well, no worries about this non-sense, dear. You want to talk to dad?"

"No, just let him know I'm safe and that in about two weeks I'll be in Sidney's summer house. I'm gonna get ready to eat."

"Sounds good. I love you!"

"I love you, too, mom." I hung up and got to to go into the bathroom and fix myself up. "Uh, Trina," I said finding her in the living room, "Where's the bathroom?" I felt stupid asking.

"Oh, dear! I forgot to give you a whole tour! Follow me," she led me down the hall and to the right. "Here you go," she flicked on the light. "As soon as you're done, let me know and I'll show you the rest before we leave," she smiled. God, did she remind me of my real mom in so many ways.

I washed my face and applied makeup. I changed into a dressy but casual outfit.

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I walked out of the bathroom and Trina smiled, "Our son picks beautiful women, right, Troy?" Troy just nodded as he finished reading the newspaper. "Let me show the rest of the place to you," she smiled and took me down the hall. This is my bedroom and right across is Taylor's. She took me farther and pointed out a guest room. "You can stay in here, but I figured you'd rather be closer to Sidney," she said smiling.

"You know me too well," I laughed.

She showed me the other bathroom and kitchen witch all circled back to the living room. "This is the good part!" She got all excited and opened the basement door leading me down. This is where Sid grew up playing hockey and here's the dyer," she smiled running her hand across it. "I'm sure you know all about that story."

"Yup, Sid filled me in," I smiled. She showed me a few more things around the house till Troy and Taylor were ready to leave. They took me to a small restaurant that had the greatest! Before the food arrived, Troy asked about where I grew up.

"Well, I lived in PA till I was four and we moved to Chicago for a year and then I was sent to Pittsburgh and stayed in a smaller town when I was ten."

"You were sent there?" Troy asked me in a weird tone.

That filled me in Sidney didn't mention my life story. Which I was kinda of thankful for. "I was a foster child, my parents and brother died in a car accident when I was four and my grandmother put me in a foster home. I wasn't adopted till I was ten.

"Oh, I'm so sorry, Raina," Troy said. "I didn't mean to make you bring that out of you."

I smiled, "It's fine! I don't mind telling it anymore."

"You must of really had it hard, sweetie," Trina said, holding back tears and reaching across the table to pat my hand.

"It's fine," I smiled. I have really great people in my life to keep my head up. Sidney does a great job at it and I couldn't be more thankful for meeting him. Justin wouldn't want anything less for me."

"Sidney did mention Justin to us," Troy said with a serious face.

"Yeah, but I lucked out finding a person like Sidney. No one could pull me into the outside world like him. I'm so thankful," I said with a huge smile.

"We couldn't be more pleased he found such a wonderful, independent woman like you, Raina," Troy said, which really surprised me.

I might have found the one.

\\.::Nineteen::.//

The Winter Classic was on it's way and I took my seat with Vero in the freezing cold. Marc Andre was down by the ice along with Mario and Max. The game took hours with multiple stops fixing the ice and it wouldn't stop snowing. I was starting to worry as the game went on. I want this game to be a huge memory for Sidney to take on, knowing how special it was to him and how competitive he is.

"This hot chocolate is the best ever!" Vero said as she got back with her 12th cup. I just laughed and shook my head. "I'm serious! I got you another!"

"I'm still on my last one you got me!" holding up my only half empty cup.

"It's okay, you can handle it," she smiled. "So, are you going to hearing?" she asked quietly.

I looked down and shuffled in my seat a bit. "I'm not sure," I said shrugging. "I'm worried what will happen if I do." I filled her in about everything, since she was the closest girl to me from the team's girlfriends.

"Yeah, well you do what you think is best. I'm sure whatever happens, Sidney will be there for you to back you up," she said smiling.

"I sure hope so," I said as the team went into shoot out. "Oh god," I said under my breath. "I'm so nervous!"

"I'd be really freaking out if Marc was in net! I'm sure Sidney will be the super star!" she said nugging me with a huge smile.

And as Vero said, Sidney took the ice, sweeping the puck right into the net. It was perfect; the poster boy of the NHL made the game a fairy tail. I was so excited to see him after the game and wanted to rush into the locker room to congratulate him.

It definitely took a while for him to come out of the locker room with interviews and all, but I waited with Vero on the bus. The guys finally filled on and I jumped on Sidney kissing him. "You were amazing!" I said grinning. "All of you did great!"



Days flew by and before I knew it, the hearing was the next day. Sidney had morning skate and luckily he was in town. He slept holding me tight, but I couldn't even blink. I just cried quietly. I only slept for about two hours before Sidney's phone went off to get ready to leave. He turned it off and kissed my head before heading to the shower. I really thought throughly what to do. Sidney came out and got dressed trying to be as silent as possible to think I was sleeping.

He kissed my head again whispering, "See you later, babe."

It was about 9:30 when I stepped out of my car and walked over to the court house in Pittsburgh. My heels clicked against the ground and I held my pea coat tight to my body. I stepped inside fixing my curly hair and was searched to be allowed inside.

Justin's mom turned around and instantly cried seeing me. "Raina!" she said running over to me and hugged me tightly. "I didn't think you would be here! Thank you so much," she cried.

"I couldn't ditch the people I love the most," I said smiling.

"Justin's smiling away up there," she said with bright eyes. "You ready for this?"

"As ready as I'll ever be," I said nervously. I felt sick and wanted to run for the door, but I had to be there for the Lane's. We took our seats quickly and the hearing was soon on it's way. Then, Kenny was brought in. I was tearing up, fearing for what would happen.

During the hearing, I was called up for being a witness. Kenny stared me down as I sat in the chair facing the room. I chocked up and everything asked to me wasn't processing. I just starting sobbing and pointing my finger at Kenny. "You know you killed your brother!" I screamed. "How could you? Just because you two had differences doesn't mean you should kill him!"

"Didn't I tell you if you came, I'd have you taken care?" he hissed.

I sobbed more, trying to catch my breath. "You really are an evil person, Kenny. You shot him all because you wanted to be with me and have his life. You could of been like him, but you turned to drugs! You're a bad, bad person, Kenny. You deserve to rot in hell and never speak to another soul. I don't see how anyone could love you for all you've done. Honestly, you shouldn't die, because you need to realize what you've done, but it'll never happen!"

The court was trying to quiet me down, but it was impossible. "He did it! He killed Justin! He told me he'd kill me too if I came today, but I don't care! Justin's family deserves peace knowing for sure what happened. I've been quietly for too long." I was justed sitting there with tears everywhere and make up all down my face. I told the room the whole story that night and had to leave the room before I had another out burst.

I stayed outside for the rest of the hearing. Justin's mom came out and ran to me hugging me. "I know how hard that was for you, sweetheart. Today meant so much to us all," she said forcing a smile. "He'll be gone, for good." Everyone was silent for a while.

I felt like someone was on the other side of me holding me, and I could of swore I saw Justin. It was a safe moment but it quickly faded. "You can come over to eat if you want, dear," Justin's aunt offered.

"No, thanks. I'm gonna go home and rest. I had no sleep last night." I hugged everyone and was reminded to call them later. I rushed off to the Mellon Arena and run into the building and through the locker room. The guys were still on ice and I ran out to call for Sidney.

He looked over and rushed over to me, "Baby, what's wrong?" he asked holding me. "Did you go to the hearing?" I could only nod with tears falling more and more. "Raina, what happened?"

Every time I tried to speak, I whimpered. Sidney took me into the locker room taking off his helmet. "I'm gonna shower, really fast, and we can talk so I'm not sweaty." He stood up and brought me tissues. "Cheer up, boo," he said and kissed my forehead. He did exactly what he promised and was clean in only five minutes. "Let's go home, Raina," he said helping me up and holding me close.

As we got back to my apartment I just looked at Sidney will my dark, sunken in eyes. "I have to leave Pittsburgh," I said quietly. "I need to go away for a little. I know Kenny's going to try something and it's not safe for me."

Sidney sat down and held my hand. "Raina, I can help you. I can get security and-"

"Sid, I want a normal life. Not where someone's watching my back every second. I need to leave and only tell you and my parents. No one else."

"Only if you promise to stay at my house in Nova Scotia or with my parents. They'll help you out till you feel safe enough to stay at my house alone. I want you somewhere I trust."

"Sid, I have a job."

"And I have a beautiful girlfriend I want to keep safe. Please, Raina. I'll pay for everything. Please, just promise me you'll do this."

I gave it a serious, long thought and knew it was for the best and got up to pack for Canada.

\\.::Eighteen::.//

I looked out of the window in the hotel in Buffalo. It was a beautiful site. Sidney was in the bathroom getting ready for bed. I thought about how he had practice early and would be off for a few hours. Then my mind switched to what was coming up in 13 days.

The hearing.

I feared what would happen. I really wanted to go and save everything, but I feared what Kenny would do. I knew he would have his buddy go after me or something. So, I had to stay away from it. My mind kept yelling at me that Justin lost his life. So, why am I not going to go and help do the right thing because I’m scared?

Sidney returned from the bathroom and put his arms around me. I could smell the mint from his toothpaste as he let out a sigh. “Beautiful view, huh? Just like you.” I just smiled and enjoyed the moment. “It reminds me of Montreal. It’s not as beautiful as there, but it just reminds me how great it is. You would love it. I want to take you there someday.”
I smiled, “I would really like that.”
“So would I,” he said staring out of the window. It felt like we could have stood there till the sun came up. Sidney kissed my check and whispered in my ear, “Let get to sleep, baby doll.” I nodded and fallowed him to the bed. He pulled down the covers and we got in together. He pulled me close and kissed me gently. “I love you, Raina. Night.”
“I love you too, Sid. Good night.”

I woke up to an empty spot next to me. I remembered Sidney leaving earlier and kissing me goodbye. I just wished he was still next to me. I really needed him close to me lately. I started to cry. Everything was over taking me at the moment. I needed out of the hotel room and walk around. I figured I’d go out and grab something to eat. I showered and did my hair and makeup.

I threw on a pair of jeans, black boots and black sweater with my coat. I grabbed my purse and room key and walked down the hall way. I knocked on Marc-Andre’s room and Vero answered. “Raina!” she yelled hugging me. “I’ve been up before Marc left, and I’m bored as shit. Common, we’re leaving!”
I couldn’t help but burst out into laugher, “That was the plan! Know any good places to eat?”
“The perfect place!” Vero smiled putting on her coat. She grabbed her stuff and shut the door behind her. “I can’t for the game tomorrow. We’re going to have a blast. I hope you brought warm clothes,” she laughed.
“Oh, I did. But I think we should go shopping, just in case we forgot anything,” I winked.
“I love the way you think.” We walked outside and got a cab to a small diner. Vero led me inside and we got a booth by a window. We watched people pass by as we waited for our breakfast.

“I feel so bad for boys being out in the cold all day,” I sighed and took a drink of my Coke.
“That just means we get to tend to them,” she winked.
I laughed, “Oh, of course!” We ate our food and headed to the closest mall. We bought new makeup and a few new clothing items. We decided to go back to the hotel and saw the boys were back, since Colby was roaming the hall.
“Oh no, the girls went shopping!” he cried.
“Oh no, Colby’s back!” I said back to him. I walked into the room with Colby and saw Sidney lying on the bed.
“Hey, you!” he said patting the empty spot next to him. “Have fun with Vero?”
“Yup, how was practice?” I asked taking off my boots.
“Good, fucking cold,” he laughed. He pulled me on the bed as I walked over to him. He held me down and kissed me. “I missed you,” he squealed.
“Awe, I missed you too babe!” I giggled. “I say we call in take out!”
“Deal,” Sid said with a smile and went to grab a phone book but Colby beat him to it and chucked it at him. This was going to be an interesting trip.

\\.::=Seventeen=::.//

I woke up the next day and opened my eyes. We stayed at Mario's after the game. The family was out visiting Mario's brother for a few days. There laid a still, awake Sidney, smiling. "Good morning, sleepy head," he said softly, smiling.
"Morning," I greeted back getting closer to him. "Were you being a creeper watching me sleep?" I asked.

"Mayybee," he grinned.

"You're silly," I said pressing my lips to his.

"Mmmmm," he smiled pulling away. "You sleep good?"

"Yup. I'm moving in!"

Sid laughed, "I'm sure Mario wouldn't mind another family member."

"Good!" I said with a fist pump. Sidney smiled and kissed me. "Shower timeee," I sung getting out of the tangled covers. I got into my bag and pulled out my tooth brush and clothes.

I walked into the bathroom and got out a towel shutting the door behind me. I was happy Sidney never pressured me into letting him join, or sex each night. He definitely was a different boy. Which made me realize this is what Justin wanted. Me to be with someone who was just like him. He always wanted what was best for me.

As I stepped into the warm shower, I let the water run down my body and kind of just stood in there taking in the moment. There was nothing better than a nice hot shower. After I got out, I brushed my teeth and dried off. My hair was up in a clip and I threw on clothes I brought over. I wore a pair of dark skinny jeans, a purple cami, and a flannel. I dried my hair and put on make up before leaving the bathroom.

Sidney grinned as I walked out, "You never fail at making yourself beautiful." He kissed my lightly on the lips.

"Aren't you a sweet heart," I smiled fallowing him out of his room. He led me downstairs, into the kitchen.

"Wanna eat here, or go out?" he asked opening up the fridge.

"I'll cook," I smiled. "Just gotta help me," I winked.

"Will do," he smiled. He grabbed the pans and butter, along with eggs. He found the pancake mix and bacon. He scrabbled the eggs as I mix the pancakes. He threw a shell at me, getting it stuck in my hair.

"Crosby!" I yelled throwing a hand full of pancake mix at him.

"You're going down, Miss Raina," he grinned. He chased me around the kitchen, facing off on the other side of the island. "Scared?" he asked, with pancake mix dripping off of his face.

"Nope," I smiled throwing the eggs sitting next to me. He wanted to be mad, but couldn't help but laugh when he grabbed the pancake mix and pour it over my head. "DICK!" I yelled pulling him over the counter. He grinned and kissed me roughly.I climbed over the counter and sat on it as he continued to kiss me. Even with our gross selves, we got heated with the kiss.

"What is going on?!" I could of swore Sidney got whip lash. "Sid! What did you do to my kitchen?!" Nathalie yelled.

"Uh, we'll clean up! No worries!" he said with a scared look.

She couldn't help but laugh. "You better, Sid." We waited for her to leave and started cracking up.

I got off of the counter and started to clean up the mess. "God, Sid, you should know better!" I said trying not to laugh.

"Speak for yourself!" he glared at me, trying to hide a smile. After a good hour of cleaning, we headed to his room for a second shower. As we got in his room I pushed him against the door and kissed him. He didn't hold back. His tongue grazed my lips, separating them and tangling his with mine.

I pulled away with a grin. "Gotta get my shower," I winked. Sidney leaned against the door and sighed with a, Please come back look. As much as I wanted to, I had to get clean, and also, not go too far, too fast.

I got in the shower for the second time that morning. I got out and didn't even bother doing my hair or anything. I found a pair of sweats I brought and a hoodie. I dried my hair and put it in a bun. Sid came back into the room with the same look. "You're still beautiful," he smiled, kissing my nose.

I smiled as he pulled me on the bed next to him. "You're amazing," he whispered.

"I learn it from you," I whispered back and he kissed me lightly. "I'm the luckiest girl in the world."

"And that makes me the luckiest boy." I blushed; he always makes me blush. "You're coming with my on New Year's Eve, right? For the winter classic?"

"You want me there?" I asked excited.

"Of course, baby. You're my good luck charm!"

I giggled, "Then, I just can't pass it up!"

\\.::Sixteen::.//

After morning skate that day, Sidney decided to take me out for lunch before heading back for his pregame nap. He walked me to the car and opened my door. He got in and drove around Pittsburgh.
“Well, you guys looked good this morning,” I said as we were driving.
“Yeah, Ty has been really great for us. I’m glad he’s holding up the fort for Marc. You’re coming right?”
“Of course,” I smiled. I really didn’t want to stay anywhere alone after that dream. It was only a dream right? Then I thought about how the man at Joe’s Crab Shack was him in my dream. It was Kenny that night when Sid was playing Boston. My life just really can’t get any worse.
Sidney pulled up to the side walk and we got out. “I like just ate not too long ago,” I laughed.
Sidney just smiled, “Well, I figured we’d do something to pass time till you got hungry.” I gave him a confused look as he led me into a shop. We were in South Side so we were bound to do something nuts. I looked around and seen it was a tattoo parlor. I’ve been thinking of some ideas lately and mentioned it to Sidney once; just once.

“What are we doing here?” I asked with a smile, getting excited.
“Why else would we be here, silly? We’re getting a puppy!” Sid said holding my hand.
I punched him playfully as he led me through the small shop. “Are we getting a tattoo?” I asked excitedly.
“Well, you are,” he laughed. “You’ve been thinking, right?” he smiled. I nodded looking at the books. I had two tattoos already and I loved them. Justin took me to get them and get got matching ones. I wanted to get one for him, so when I looked at it I’d smile and think of every great memory. I wanted to keep it small though.

“Raina, I never expected to see you around here,” a man said to me.
I looked up and seen Andy from high school. He played hockey with Justin and was a pretty close friend to him. “Hey!” I smiled hugging him. “Yeah, Sid just surprised me and brought me here.”
“Well, what a great surprise for all of us,” he laughed. “How has everything been?”
“Great,” I said smiling. “A lot better than before, I must say.”
Andy smiled, “That’s good. You kinda disappeared the past few years.”
I nodded and shuffled my weight, “Uh, so you doing tats now, eh?”
“Yuppers,” he said excitedly. “You looking for one?”
“Yeah, I want to get something to remind me of Justin,” I said shyly.
Andy smiled, “Sounds perfect. You have an idea?”
“Kinda,” I said nervously. I wasn’t sure what to pick. This was forever and I wanted to make it perfect. “I want a tree with full leaves on one side and none on the other, but at the bottom.” It reminds me of how one half is still going on with life even though the other side’s gone.
“I’ll draw something up and you tell me what you think,” Andy smiled. We headed into the back while he threw something together; he was an amazing artist. “So, don’t be rude,” he said as we sat down, “who’s your friend?”
“Oh, sorry,” I blushed, “Sidney this is my friend Andy from high school. Andy, this is my boyfriend, Sidney.”
“Nice to meet you,” he smiled shaking Sid’s hand.
“Nice to meet you as well,” Sidney said professionally.
“So, how’s the season coming along?” Andy asked starting the drawing.
“Pretty good, nervous about that outdoor game,” he chuckled. “We’re gonna be freezing our nuts off,” he said causing us to laugh.
“Yeah, I’d be fucked,” Andy laughed. The boys talked mostly hockey, Andy sharing about his high school years and Sidney talking about the NHL. Andy finished up the drawing and handed it to me. “Well, what do you think?”

I stared at it with a huge smile, “Its prefect, Andy!”
“Anything for you, Raina,” he said as I hugged him. He gave me all the low down to keep it healthy and we swapped numbers to keep in touch.

“Thank you so much, Sid,” I smiled and kissed his cheek.
“You like it?” he asked holding my hand.
“Love it! But, you really didn’t have to do that for me.”
“I wanted to. We had to pass up the time somehow so we could be hungry!”

\\.::Fifteen::.//

Christmas break was over and Sidney was back to playing hockey. I was still off from work and haven’t seen Sidney since my family’s dinner. I was sitting on the couch doing bills after my nap. I was waiting for Sidney to come over and the repair man. My sink was leaking and I couldn’t get anyone to help since the busy holiday.
There was a knock at the door and I walked over to get it. I opened it to see the man from Joe’s Crab Shack. He also looked like someone; someone I knew well.
“Hello,” I greeted him as he shut the door behind him and locked it.
“Hey, Raina,” he grinned.

Then it hit me; Kenny.

“Kenny, why are you here?” I asked with a shaky voice.
“To fix your sink, babe,” he said backing me up into the corner.
“Get away, from me,” I hissed.
“You’re not happy to see me?”
“Get out!” I cried trying not to let tears fall down my face.
He just grinned, “I just wanted to make sure you were minding your own business and staying out of the law.”
“I don’t plan to go to your hearing, okay?” I just wanted this man out of my life.
“Smart girl,” he said pulling out a knife. “I mean, I stayed away for three years. Let’s keep it that way?” He slid the soft side of the knife around my neck. “Or you’ll be like Mister Lane.”
“Why did you kill him?!” I shouted. “Why did you kill your own fucking brother?”
He still had that stupid smile on his face, like he was proud. “Well, I’m proud of it,” he laughed. “And I’m happy to see your smart little head figured it out; I killed Justin.”
“Bastard,” I sobbed. “Why though? Why did you kill someone you grew up with, and was always there for you?”
“Because Justin had everything I couldn’t have; you. Raina, you stupid cunt, you’re all I wanted. I tried to make you give me a shot, but you were too busy fucking the big time boy. Justin didn’t really love you.”
I took all the strength I had, and to it into a punch to his face. “Take that back, Kenny. Take it back!” I cried. “Justin loved me! More than anything!”
“But you let go of his hand to text your buddy. And his last moments perfectly fine were…. Shot.” He grinned. “Bang! Just like that,” he laughed. He stuck the knife into my side and dug it into my skin cutting up my side. “And if you don’t stay away January 26, you’ll end up just like Justin,” he said slowly. He threw the knife on the floor and walked out.

I fell to the floor grabbing my side. I started sobbing and held the knife. I stabbed the floor as if it were Kenny’s face. I suddenly felt light headed and pass out.

“Raina! Raina!” I felt someone shaking me. I sat up and held my side starting to cry.
“Sidney,” I cried, leaning into him. “Kenny’s going to kill me!” I realized it was a dream; a nightmare.
Sidney held me tight and shushed me. “It’s alright, baby. No one’s here to hurt you.”
“He came over! He’s going to kill me if I come to the court hearing!” I started to breath heavily and my face was soaked in tears.
“Raina, it’s alright, honey. Nothing’s going to happen to you. You’re safe with me,” he said stroking my hair.
“It was so scary,” I said whipping tears away.
Sidney just held me tight. He came over after practice and we took a nap together. I guess I woke him up during our sleep. “Let me go get you water,” he said starting to move.
“Don’t!” I yelled grabbing him. He couldn’t help but laugh. “I don’t want to be alone.”
He smiled and kissed me, “Let watch a movie, sweetheart.”

The next morning, I woke up to the smell of breakfast. Sidney walked back into the room with eggs and pancakes on a tray with water. “Good morning, baby,” he smiled, setting the tray over me and kissing my forehead.
“Morning,” I said softly with a smile. I fixed my hair and looked at the amazing breakfast Sid made. He really was the best. “Thanks, babe,” I said as he sat next to me and kissed him. “So, what’s going on today?” I asked getting ready to take a bite of my eggs.
“Well, tonight we’re playing the Sabers. You wanna come to morning skate so you’re not alone?” I nodded as I took a drink. “Okay, well I’m going to clean up the kitchen and you finish and get a shower and I’ll be right after you,” he said kissing me.
“Good deal, sir,” I smiled. I finished up my food quickly and hoped in the shower. I hurried so I could make myself look decent. Sidney walked in as I put on a robe and my hair up in a clip. He kissed me as he stripped to shower. I dried my hair and curled it, leaving my bangs straight. I quickly put on makeup and searched for clothes. I threw on a pair of jeans, boots and a fancy black sweater. Sidney walked out of the bathroom in his towel and glanced at me.
“Either I take forever, or you’re just fast!” he laughed.
“Little bit of both,” I smiled wrapping my arms around his neck. He grinned and kissed me lightly.
“I have to get ready, beautiful. I have to look almost as good as my girlfriend.” I laughed and slammed his butt.

I walked out of the bed room and looked around the place. Sidney did a good job cleaning. He really was a great guy. I have so much to thank him for in life. I sat down and Millie tried to jump up my lap.
“Dog, jump on me and you’ll get it,” I sternly told her as I turned on the news. Sidney short came out of the bed room and I turned off the tv and fixed my sweater. “Ready to roll?”
“Sure am,” he said handing me my coat. We headed to the Mellon and Sidney led me inside. He didn’t tell the media about us yet, and I wasn’t sure on what his plan for that was, but it was whatever to me. He was all to myself, so what did I have to worry about?

During practice I sat by myself, close to a guard. Someone sat next to me and I looked over to see Vero. “Hey,” I smiled.
“Hello,” she smiled back. “How are you doing?”
“Pretty good, yourself?” I asked, trying to avoid bringing up my thoughts.
“Can’t complain. How was your Christmas?”
“It was really great,” I smiled thinking about Sidney. “Yours?”
“Fantastic,” she said with a huge smile. I love going to Canada for Christmas. It was so beautiful and exciting. Maybe Sid can take you up there some time,” she winked.
I blushed and smiled, “Maybe.”
“Are you going to the winter classic? You’d have a blast! And the falls are there! It’d be perfect,” Vero gushed.
“Sid didn’t ask, and I don’t want to invade his space, ya know? I doubt I’d go anyways.”
“Well,” she stated, “if he does, you take him up on that offer! Because it’s going to be amazing!”

\\.::=Fourteen=::.//

I'm so sorry for not updating anything lately. I've had writers block all month. And now that my brother deleted my sims, I've been going crazy so I'm forced to realize I need to update more. As far as my Patrick Kane story, I feel terrible I haven't got on that in two months. But an update is coming for that. And Staal is always slow for my brain for some reason, but I'll get on the ball. I promiss. Now on with the story.

“Raina!” my mom finally said hugging me. “Who’s your friend here?” she asked excitedly, even though I mentioned Sidney once before.
“Mom, dad, this is my boyfriend, Sidney. Sid, these are my parents, Kegan and Mitch,” I said politely.
“Nice to meet you,” Sidney said shaking my mom and dad’s hands. My dad looked like he just met God.
“Nice to meet you too, Sidney” my parents said together. “Hope you’re ready to meet the rest of the wild family,” my mom smiled.
“I can’t wait!”
“Raina!” my cousin, Kendal, said hugging me. “Who’s the man?” she asked winking.
“Oh, this is my boyfriend, Sidney. She’s my cousin, Kendal,” I told Sid.
“Crosby?! Oh, wow. I never thought I’d see the day I would meet the Penguins super star!” she said shaking his hand. Kendal was 25 but seemed too excited over the smallest things.
Sid laughed and shook her hand, “Well, it’s a pleasure to meet you.”
“Can you help me with the baby’s outfit?” Kendal asked. “I have three but I don’t know which to pick.”
“You would,” I laughed. “Wanna come, Sid?” I asked taking his hand.
“I guess I don’t have an option,” he said rolling his eyes and laughed. We walked into my old room and seen Kendal’s daughter, Joy, who was only 7 months old.

“Hey, Joy bug,” I said picking her up. “Awh, this one!” I yelled pointing to the white fuzzy dress.
“That’s what I thought,” Sid laughed.
“Can you dress her while I help Aunt Kegan with dinner?”
“Sure thing, ma’am,” I said setting Joy on the bed. Kendal left the room and Sid sat on the edge of the bed while I changed Joy.
“She’s beautiful,” Sidney smiled staring at her.
“Yeah, I can’t wait to have my own,” I smiled, buttoning her dress.
“I know what you mean.” I looked up at Sid and smiled to myself. I finished and picked her up. “Awh, aren’t you just beautiful?” Sidney said tickling her stomach.
She let out a giggle and I kissed her head. “Hey, Sid,” I said nervously, “I’m sorry if my family overacts over you. They’re young and knows what you’re all about.”
Sidney laughed. “Raina, I understand! I got through it every day. And let’s face it, it’s not every day you bring an NHL player home to mom and dad.
I smiled and kissed him. “Let’s roll,” I said as Sidney opened the door. We walked out and my mom looked over at us.
“They leave for a few minutes and come back with a baby!”
“I doubt it happens that fast,” I said sticking my tongue out.
My mom laughed and sat down next to my cousin, Pat. “So, Sidney, where are you from? Sorry, my husband’s the sports fanatic, not me.”
Sidney laughed sitting next to me at the table as well. “Its fine, I’m from Cole Harbor in Canada. Halifax.”
“Ooh yeah? I’ve never heard of it. How is it there?”
“Small!” Sidney laughed. “It’s really nice there though. I bought a beach house and it laid back.”
“That’s nice. You have siblings?”
“Yeah, a sister, Taylor. She’s 13.”
“She play hockey too?”
“Yup, goalie,” Sidney smiled. “She’s pretty thought to beat, even for me.”
“Must run in the family,” Kendal laughed.
“I guess,” he smiled. “It is supposed to snow tomorrow?”
“Not that I know of,” I said playing with Joy’s hair.
“Good, I have to be at the air port at four to go home for Christmas.”
“You’re leaving me!” I said sticking my lower lip out.
Sidney’s face soften, “I’ll call!”
I couldn’t help but laugh, “You better, or I’ll have to call Max and see if he has offers for me.”
“That’s not funny,” Sidney said making me giggle.
“Neither is you not calling.”
Sid rolled his eyes. “Sidney, would you like anything to eat? There’s a lot of food to choose from.”
“I’m fine for now, but I’ll be sure to get some pasta later.”
“You and your damn pasta. Don’t you get sick of that?” I said rolling my eyes.
“Don’t you get sick of shrimp?”
I had no come back. “So, mom, where are we going for Christmas Eve?”
“We’re going over Jen’s for dinner and then we’re having Christmas here.”
“Good deal,” I said turning to Sid. “Do you need a ride to the air port?” I asked, hoping to see him before he leaves.
“If you don’t mind,” he said looking at his phone. “Excuse me for moment,” he said politely and walked to another room to answer his phone.
My mom made sure he was out of hearing range before she spoke. “He’s a keeper, Raina,” she smiled.
“I guess he’s alright,” I teased. “He’s really one of a kind. I haven’t met someone like him who changed my mind about the whole dating thing. Sid’s just… prefect.”
My family smiled as Sidney walked back into the room. “Sorry, that was my mom. She wanted to let me know my grandma’s picking me up, since Taylor has something going on.”
“It’s fine. Family comes before anything,” my mom said getting up to check to see who else was there.
“Wanna meet more of my family?” I asked Sid.
He nodded and held my hand. “I really like your mom. She’s sweet.”
“My dad’s cool too. He’s just busy talking to his bother probably.”
Sidney laughed, “I understand. The night’s still young.” As we went through the evening, my dad came around with his brother and talked to Sid about sports and tried not to ask too many hockey questions. They were all getting along well and it was around one and I decided we had to get home so Sidney could get ready to head back home.

We said good bye to everyone and Sidney wrapped an arm around my waist going to the car. “That was so fun,” he said smiling.
“I guess so, considering you played every game there imagined and ate everything,” I laughed.
“I’m going to have so much to work off after break.” I laughed and rolled my eyes, getting inside the car.

\\.::=Thriteen=::.//

My family’s Christmas party was in two days, and I had to get the nerve to ask Sidney to meet my family. I invited him over for dinner at my apartment for crab legs. I made sure everything was perfect. I wore a pair of jeans with a long black sweater. Millie was begging for food as Sidney knocked at the door.
“Down, girl,” I said pushing past her. I opened up the door and seen Sid standing there with beautiful white flowers. “Awh, Sid!” I said hugging him.
“I thought you’d like these,” he smiled. “How have you been babe?” It’s only been four days since we’ve last seen each other.
“Great, but I missed you,” I said wrapping my arms around him neck and kissed him. It feels so different but amazing.
“I missed you too, baby,” he said steeping inside. “Oh, God, crab is my favorite!” he exclaimed looking at the counter.
“Good,” I laughed. “They’re my favorite too. Have a sit down,” I said pointing to the chairs at the island.
“I’ll have to take you to Joe’s sometime.”
“Ah, I love that place,” I grinned.
“So, how about Army’s having a Christmas party tomorrow, and I need a date,” Sidney said smiling and pulling me in between his legs and wrapping his arms around my waist.
Perfect timing. “I’ll go,” I smiled. As he started to smile and say something, I put my finger over his full lips. “Only if you come to my family’s Christmas party the day after tomorrow,” I grinned.
Sidney chuckled, “You have me sold, Raina.” He placed a kiss on my lips and smacked my butt. “But, you have to agree on something.”
“Common, I already agreed on going to Colby’s!”
“You have to introduce me as your boyfriend.”

My body almost shut down. Sidney Crosby, the face of the NHL just asked me to be his girlfriend. And in the strangest way. I had to say yes. This was the only guy who has changed my life since the most tragic moment ever.

I just nodded my head and smiled, like a bimbo. “I’d love to, Sid,” I finally said.
“Had me worried,” he said just before his lips crashing onto mine. This kiss lifted me off my feet. It was full of love and passion; but mostly love. My heart was open and vulnerable. I couldn’t wait to start my new life with this man.

After dinner, Sidney headed home and told me he’d be over at five to pick me up. Work dragged on forever till then. I flew home and got ready. I curled my hair, fixed my make up, and put on new clothes. Sidney sent me a text and told me to wear something sexy. I could only wonder.
I dug through my closet looking for my sexy Santa outfit. My cousin forced me to wear it last year at her party, so I kept it around just in case. I finally found it and hurried to put it on. I used to feel so comfortable putting things like this on, but now, I felt so awkward and like everyone were staring making rude comments.



Sidney knocked on the door and quickly looked in the mirror making sure I looked good. I opened to door and Sid’s eyes widened. “Wow, you might not make it to the party,” he said warping his arms around my waist and kissing me.
“Well then what’s the point of wearing this?” I asked grinning.
“True, you just have to make all the guys jealous that you’re mine,” he said kissing my check. “Let’s roll.” I locked the door and Sidney walked me to his Range Rover. He helped me across the newly fallen snow and opened my door.
Colby didn’t live that far, so the drive was short. Sidney took my hand and walked inside to Colby’s. “Hey, brah,” Sidney yelled to Colby who was hanging around Mel talking to Max. Mel was in a green elf outfit with her hair curled. There were a whole bunch of other girls I didn’t know dressed up.
“Whoa! Raina, I didn’t know you dressed like that,” Colby said wrapping his arm around my waist.
“Don’t get used to it,” I said rolling my eyes.
“Sid, you mind if I take her for a spin around the block?” he winked.
“Bite me,” I said wiggling out of his grasp. Sidney just chuckled and kissed me. He introduced me to everyone as more people strolled through the door. I went up stairs to go to the bathroom and as I was coming back down, I seen Jordan walking down the hallway. That kid had looks.

I tried to pretend like I didn’t notice him to make it awkward, until he bumped into me. “Oh, sorry, Raina,” he grinned.
“No, it’s my fault, I was kinda zoned out,” I laughed.
Jordan smiled as our eyes connected. He looked up and seen the mistletoe about us. “Well, it’s tradition you know,” he said putting his arm around my waist.
“Funny,” I said trying to push past him. Instead, he gripped tighter and moved into kiss me. I brought my hand up. “Look, Sidney and I a couple now.”
“Golden boy, eh?” he chuckled.
“Yes, Jordan, golden boy,” I mocked. “I’m sorry, but I can’t do that.”
Jordan’s face softened. “I’m sorry, I should have respected you,” he said looking at his feet. “I just believe in luck.” He then walked away. I sighed and walked back to the kitchen where Sidney was talking to a group of girls with Max. Max had his arm around Sidney, laughing with the girls. Sidney was laughing along too, but seemed forced into the conversation.

“Common, Sid! You have all these lovely ladies, and you say you don’t want to be tied down. Crazy, man! Sam, here, would love to spend a night in your bed,” Max said digging him in the side.
Sidney was just rolling his eyes. I walked behind the girls, smiling at Sid. I knew he wasn’t going to fuck me over. He peeked over the girls and smiled. “I’ll make you a deal, Max. If I pick one of these girls, you have to rub Colby’s feet, tonight.”
Sidney told me how Max is always trying to hook him up with some girl. Finally agreeing, would make Max go crazy. “Deal, brah!” he yelled shaking his hand.
Sidney grinned and looked at all the girls. I had no doubt in my mind what was going on. He pushed through them and pushed me against the counter, kissing me hard. “Found my girl,” he said into the kiss.
I giggled, tangling my fingers in his curls. “Not fair!” Max yelled.
“I wore these socks during practice this morning!” Colby yelled, laughing.
“Fuck you, Crosby!”

The next day, I woke up at home with a killer headache. I rolled over and looked at the clock. The day care was closed for Christmas break. It was 12:36 and I was in need aspirin. I got out of bed and walked to the kitchen. I seen Sidney crashed on my couch all stretched out. A smile crept onto my face as I walked to the cabinet.
I walked over to Sid and rubbed his head. “Morning, super star,” I whispered kneeling down.
Sidney’s eyes fluttered opened as he groaned, “Morning.”
I gave him a light kiss and he sat up, pulling me onto his lap. “You could of slept in my bed, silly,” I said cuddling up to him.
“I didn’t want to make you uncomfortable,” he yawned, playing with my tangled hair.
“You’re my boyfriend, ya know,” I grinned.
Sidney just smiled. We were silent for a good five minutes, a comfortable silence. “You’re so beautiful, Raina,” he said softly.
I just returned the smile. “I’m gonna clean up and shower. You going back home?” I asked standing up.
“Yeah, I’m going to shower there and change. I’ll come back right after,” he said standing and stretching.
“Good deal.” Sidney pulled me into a hug and pressed his lips onto mine. “See ya soon, kiddo,” I said walking him to the door. I walked him to the door and he stole one more kiss. I hurried and cleaned the apartment and jumped into the shower.

I did my hair, makeup and went to pick out clothes. I pulled out an outfit and threw it on.



I texted Sidney to tell him not to get too dressed up. About an hour later I hear a knock at the door. I saw Sidney in a black sweater and jeans. God, his pants fit his just right.
“Hey, beautiful,” he said kissing me.
“Hey, love. What’s up?”
“Nuffin, just waiting to meet my beautiful girlfriend’s family, that’s all.”
“Awh, they have no idea you’re coming. So, be prepared for a freak out,” I laughed.
“I can’t wait!” he said pumping his fists in the air. I giggled as he picked me up. “Why the fuck are you wearing flip flops?!” he asked staring at my feet.
I could hold back a laugh, “Why the fuck aren’t you wearing flip flops?!”
“Because I like feeling in my toes, babe,” he laughed setting me down. “When we leaving?”
I looked at the clock. It was 5 and it started at 6. I figured we’d leave early since it took 40 minutes to get there. “We can leave now, it’s up to you.”
“Sure thing,” he said handing me my coat. We walked to Sidney’s Jag and he opened the door for me as any other time. The car ride was long, but we turned on the radio to listen to Christmas music. “Ah! Mariah Carey!” Sidney yelled. “She’s my favorite,” he grinned.
“She is pretty bomb,” I laughed. Sidney decided to start singing along.
“Baby, all I want for Christmas is you!” I couldn’t help but laugh. “I don’t want a lot for Christmas. There is just one thing I need!” He sang me the whole song, and by the end, my checks hurt from laughing.
Every song that came on, we sang together. By the time we got to my parents, we were laughing so hard we couldn’t open the door, or sit up straight. “Common, babe, pull it together!” I said grabbing Sid’s hand.
“Right on captain!” Sidney said getting out. We walked to the door and I rang the door bell and walked in. “I’m nervous,” Sidney said squeezing my hand.
“Don’t be,” I said kissing his cheek. “Mom! Dad! I’m here!” My parents ran to the door and gasped at the sight of Sidney.

\\.::=Twelve=::.//

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The next day was Friday, and I was so glad to away from work. I went home and as I was getting something to eat, my phone rang. I smiled as soon as I seen Sidney’s name pop up. “Hey, Rocky,” I said smiling.
He chuckled on the other line, “Watch out, you could be next.”
“I’d own you, Crosby.”
“Psh, you only wish. How was work, beautiful?”
“Fine, how was your flight, considering I seen that amazing game,” I said smiling.
I could tell he was smiling, “Thanks, it’s was alright. I’m about to leave for the arena now. I was wondering if you wanted to come.”
I took a moment to think, “How about tomorrow we do something?”
“Sound good. I’ll call you after the game and make plans. You’re gonna watch it right?”
“Of course, silly,” I said smiling.
“Good! Well, I’ll talk to you later tonight.”
“Okay, good luck, Sid.”
“Thanks, Raina. See ya.”
“Bye,” I hung up and grabbed pop corn shrimp out of the fridge. It was my daily snack. I threw them into the convection oven and sat down to watch TV as Millie jumped on my lap. Something came on the news that made me cringe. It was about Justin’s death and how Kenny’s court hearing was coming up. They didn’t find enough proof it was him till a year after Justin’s murder and of course they take forever to actually take charge and find out if he’s guilty or not.
I turned it off quickly. I didn’t want to see his face or hear anything about him. As soon as the TV turned off, my phone rang. I jumped and covered my chest. I seen it was Justin’s mom. I haven’t talked to her in about three months. It was strange timing as well.
I answered it slowly, “Hello.”
“Hi, Raina, how are you?” she said in a soft tone. She really went downhill after Justin’s death. She went on a drinking binge and his dad pretty much went crazy. Justin was the favorite of the family.
“I’ve fine, just got home from work. How are you Mrs. Lane?”
“Nothing has changed, dear. I’m still Patty,” she laughed. “I’m hanging in there. I was wondering if you were going to go to the court hearing.”
I froze. I’ve been trying to avoid it for months. I kept getting letters but I don’t want to face Kenny. “Um, I don’t think I can get off work for it,” I said biting my lip.
“Listen, Raina, I know it’s though for you to do something like this but we need you. We know Kenny did it, but no one was there like you were. We have two others who saw it but-“
“Then use them, Patty!” I cried. “I’m sorry, but I just can’t. It hurts to look at him.”
“Honey, it’s alright. You just have to come day.”
“Patty, you don’t understand! The thing’s he whispered in my ear would scare anyone for life. And I plan to keep those words to myself.”
Justin’s mom was quiet for a good 30 seconds. “I’m sorry, dear. I just feel like you have the whole story and if you know something we don’t it would help even more.”
“Its fine, I’m sure there’s enough evidence that proves he was at wrong. Is Matt going to be there too?”
“Yes, he is. I think everything’s going to be figured out once and for all. I just feel like such a bad parent for letting this happen,” she said chocking up.
“Don’t. It’s just the people Kenny hung out with. They were fuck ups and there’s nothing you can do about that. Kenny was always an asshole and you can’t blame yourself for that. You were a great mom, Patty. Look how amazing Justin was!” I said smiling, think about my boyfriend and how he was prefect in every way possible.
“Justin was the perfect kid, and he treated me like gold. I can’t thank God enough for blessing me with him. I just pray that he’s alright in heaven.”
“I’m sure he’s doing great, hun. He had you in his life, he couldn’t ask for anything more.” I talked to Patty for about 30 minutes catching up on what was going on in our lives. I didn’t want to tell anyone about Sidney, because I was still having trouble excepting it myself.

I sat in front of the tv watching Sidney take the ice and get ready to face the New York Islanders. Watching games alone really sucked. I always thought about having a roommate move in with me, but I was scared for some reason. It’s strange; I’m scared of people more than anything else. I decided to cal Lilly, an old friend from high school. She was married now with a two year old daughter. I need some kind of company.
“Raina, how have you been?!” she asked answering the phone excitedly.
“Great, you,” I said smiling.
“Can’t complain, what are you doing home on a Friday night?”
“Eh, sitting around watching the hockey game.” I felt the other line go quiet. Everyone knew I stopped everything that I found enjoyable that I used to share with Justin. Just because he died, I thought I had to cut off all of our enjoyments together.
“Oh yeah?” she said after a few seconds. “Who’s playing?”
“The Pens and Islanders, I was wondering if you wanted to come over and watch.”
She thought for a second before answering, “Sure! Let me get Wendy ready and we’ll be right over. You don’t mind me bringing her do you?”
“Not at all, you know I love kids,” I said smiling. Does Sid like kids? Whoa! Don’t think like that.
“Super, I’ll see you in about 20 minutes.” She hung up and I ran to the fridge to find something to cook. I started making pasta and a salad. Soon, Lilly and Wendy came knocking at the door.
“Hey guys, come in!” I said smiling.
“Thanks for having us over, Raina. It means a lot.”
“No problem, where’s Dan?” I asked taking Wendy’s baby bag.
“He’s visiting his brother in Seattle for the week. This is a really nice place you got yourself here,” she said smiling and admiring the kitchen.
“Thank you,” I smiled. “I’m planning on moving next month though. I’m thinking about going back to college and actually being a teacher and such, ya know?”
“Yeah, I know what you mean. What grade level do you want to work with?”
“Probably kinder garden or first, you know how I love the little ones,” I said picking up Wendy.
Lilly smiled, “You’d be an amazing mom.”
I blushed, “Thanks, I hope so.” Normally I’d run off crying or start yelling about a thought of a kid without Justin, but the feelings past, and I was looking forward to actually starting a family some day. “So, sit down and relax. Watch the Pens beat up someone,” I grinned.
“When did you start watching hockey again?” Lilly asked as I set Wendy down so I could keep an eye on the noodles.
“Well, that’s a story and a half,” I laughed.
Well, then you must spill!”
I got nervous. “Please, don’t freak or let anyone know. I told Jay, but he’s a guy, ya know.”
“Totally understand. So, what’s the story?”
I took a deep breath, gathering my thoughts. “Well, I took the day care kids to see a practice at South Pointe, and well, I kind of met up with Sidney Crosby.” Right there was enough to send Lilly through the roof. I filled her in with every detail and about how he offers me to games, dinner, and even plans for tomorrow.
“Wow, you got yourself a keeper! You know, I’m just happy you’re moving on. I would go crazy seeing you alone forever, Raina,” She said hugging me. “And the face of the NHL is the perfect choice, dear!”
“Well, I was thinking on a way of telling my family, but I’m not sure how. But Our Christmas Party is coming up, so I might invite him,” I said nervously.
“Do it! It would be perfect timing. And I’m sure your family would have no problem accepting him,” Lilly said with a grin. The game went on and the Pens lost 4-2. Lilly was still hanging around as Wendy fell asleep on the couch. We were talking about me moving and a few ideas on housing, when I heard a knock at the door.
“The gig is up,” I said going to answer it. I figured it would me my neighbor asking if I needed my car washed, since he was only ten, and needed money during weekends. I opened the door and seen Sidney standing there with a smile. “Hey!” I said as my face lit up. “You played good tonight, you’ll get em next time,” I said letting him step inside.
“Thanks,” he said pulling me into a hug. “Sorry you had to watch such a game.”
“It’s not your fault,” I said roughing up his hair. “Sid, this is my friend from high school, Lilly. Lilly, this is my friend Sidney.”
“Nice to meet you,” he said shaking her hand.
“It’s an honor to meet you, Mr. Crosby,” she said politely.
“It’s Sid,” he grinned. “And who do we have here?” He looked at Wendy with a chuckle.
“That’s my daughter, Wendy. She’s two, and extremely tired as you can see,” Lilly laughed, fixing her daughter’s hair.
“Well, she’s beautiful,” Sidney said taking a seat next to Lilly, as I sat a chair. We talked for about 20 minutes, before Lilly had to go. As she shut the door behind her, Sidney turned to me with a smile. “So, what are our plans for tomorrow?”
“It’s up to you,” I said yawning.
Sidney grinned. “I have a perfect idea. How about I pick you up around 11?”
“Sounds good to me, just don’t make it something crazy, Crosby.”
“I’ll try, babe,” he said giving me a kiss. “I’ll call before I come.”
“Sweet.” I walked him to the door and he pulled me close to him and kissed me with full of passion. “I’ll see you tomorrow, Sid,” I said with a huge smile.
“I can hardly wait.”

The next morning, I was wide awake. I took a shower and straightened my hair. I wore a pair of jeans with white boots with black strings and a long with sweater with a long black jacket. After finishing my makeup, I got a text from Sid saying he was on his way. I smiled and fixed up my house before I left. I was excited to see where Sid was taking me.
I got another text saying he was waiting outside. I couldn’t help but get butterflies. I gave Millie a pat on her head and ran out of my apartment. I saw Sidney waiting outside of his car. “Well, you look beautiful as always, my dear,” he said kissing me.
“Thank you,” I smiled as he opened the door for me. He ran to the other side and pulled out of the parking lot. “So, where ya taking me,” I asked holding his hand.
“Secret,” he grinned. “You’ll love though, so don’t worry.”
“Blah, no fair, Crosby!” He just smiled and turned on the radio. It was a quiet ride with small talk. Sidney parked in Station Square and we walked to a place filled with small shops. It seemed to have everything and it was my favorite get away.
We walked around in a few stores and Sidney decided to do some Christmas shopping while he was there. “You want to grab something to eat?” he asked after an hour of shopping.
“Sure,” I said as he led me around.
“You let chocolate?” he asked swinging his arm a bit.
“I’m a girl, of course I do,” I said smiling.
“Great,” he said smiling as we walked inside the Melting Pot. “Ever go here before?”
“No, but I’m glad we’re here now,” I said excited.
“Great,” Sidney said as a waiter came over. He sat us in a booth and I looked at the menu.
“Can I get real food before we try crazy shit?” I asked looking through the delicious food.
“Of course,” Sidney said smiling. We ordered a meal and after eating, we got to start on making desert.
“I’m so excited!” I said waiting for our stuff to arrive.
Sidney couldn’t help but laugh at me, “I can tell, Raina.”
They brought over a few things to start with and I seen brownies sitting on the plate. “Chocolate covered brownie, Sid!” I said getting excited and shoving one in my mouth. “So good,” I said chewing. “Eat one,” I said shoving on in Sidney’s mouth.
“Thanks, Raina,” he mumbled. “These are bad ass,” he laughed. We played around making different foods coated in chocolate.
“This is the best date by far,” I smiled.
“Well, we can have more of these best dates, ya know,” Sidney said smiling. He paid for our meal and we took home some of our creations. Sidney drove me back home and walked me to my apartment.
“Thanks a lot, Sid,” I said hugging him. “I always have a blast with you.”
“I love making it possible, Raina.”
“You wanna come inside for a little?” I asked motioning to the door.
“I’d love to, but I have to watch the kids for Mario. I’ll text you?”
“Deal,” I said kissing him. “Thanks again.”
“No problem,” he said giving me one last kiss. “See ya later, Raina!” I walked inside and shut the door behind me. I leaned against it and sighed. This is the best feeling in the world; love.

\\.::=Eleven=::.//

Me and Sidney made a pizza and were deciding on what to do. “Wanna watch a movie?” I asked sitting on the couch with Millie.
“Sure,” Sidney said as he pulled my feet onto his lap. “We should watch Friends!” he said excitedly.
“Friends, what’s that?” I asked rubbing behind Millie’s ears.
Sidney looked at me like I just told him I wasn’t human or something. “You have never watched Friends before?” he said with a blank face.
“Nope, fill me in.”
Sidney stood up and grabbed his keys. “I’ll be right back!” He ran out of my apartment and I assumed back to his car. He quickly came back in with a dvd. “This is the first season. Don’t ask why it’s in my car, it just is,” he said walking over to my tv and putting it in.

I grabbed a blanket and Sidney had me curl up with him and wrapped his arms around me. We ate the pizza and stayed up till three watching his favorite show. I slowly started drifting off and Sidney kissed my head. “Ready for bed, babe?” he asked sitting up.
“Yeah,” I mumbled. He took me to my room and pulled down my covers. “Thanks sir,” I said crawling into bed.
“You’re welcome, Raina,” he said kissing my forehead. “You mind if I sleep on the couch?” he asked nervously. “I just don’t like going back to the Lemieux’s so lame.”
“Its fine,” I said smiling at how cute he looked in his sweats and tee shirt he changed into. I wanted to invite him to sleep in my bed, but I wasn’t sure how to offer, or if I was really ready. But I guess my mouth made up my mind. “Come here,” I said grabbing his hand before he walked away.
“What’s up, babe,” he said softly.
I patted my bed and smiled. “Lay with me tonight.”
“Are you sure? I don’t want to-“
“Come on, I’m sleepy.” Sidney smiled and climbed onto the bed with me. I cuddled against his warm body and laid my head against the pillow. His arms wrapped around me and in seconds I drifted off. It was the first night I slept peacefully and so quickly.

The next day, Sidney was up early getting up of bed. I looked over at the clock that read 7 a.m. “Why are you up so early?” I yawed.
“Game in Long Island, sorry I didn’t tell you,” he said pulling on pants.
“Ooh,” I said sitting up. “You need anything?” I asked trying to sound awake.
“Nah, I’ll just get something on the plane.”
I got out of bed anyways. “I’ll make you something. Uh, what can you eat?” I asked pulling my hair up.
“Raina, I’m fine,” he chuckled.
“No, I’ll make something. Toast alright? Or eggs or something?” I said walking out of my room.
“Raina, I’m okay!” Sidney called to me. I heard him sigh, knowing he wasn’t going to win. “Yeah, eggs and toast are fine!”
I smiled, “Knew it!” I started getting food ready and Sidney came out a few minutes later. He must have gone to his car before I woke up and got his suit. “Do you just have suits lying around in your car?” I asked cracking an egg.
“Pretty much,” he said smiling. “So, what are you doing today?”
“Work, that’s all. Nothing excited,” I said shrugging. “Want something to drink?” I asked
“Any OJ,” Sid asked looking in the fridge.
“Yup, lower shelf.” I handed him a cup and finished his breakfast. I handed him a plate with his food and started cleaning up.
“Thank you, Raina,” He said grabbing the fork. “So, what are you doing for Christmas?”
“Not sure, probably go see my family or something. I think there’s a Christmas party at my aunt’s the day after tomorrow. And I might see my real family, too. I have no idea,” I laughed washing the skillet. “What about you?”
“Well, if you’re not busy, we always have a Christmas skate at the Mellon with the team. It’s next week actually, Friday.”
I thought about it for a moment. “Maybe, I’ll see what’s going on,” I smiled. Of course I want to go silly!!!
“Sweet,” Sid said smiling. “I guess I’m going up to Nova Scotia to see my family Christmas Eve. And then have to rush right back.”
“That hockey thing is hell, eh?” I laughed.
“Hey, I’m the Canadian,” he joked. “And yeah, it is pretty nuts.” Sidney finished his plate and went to wash it off. “Thanks for breakfast, Riana,” he said putting his plate in the dish washer.
“No problem,” I said smiling. Sid grabbed his stuff and I gave him a hug. “Good luck, Sid.”
“Thanks,” he said grinning. He pulled me into a deep kiss, holding the small of my back. His lips were just so perfect. “Good luck kiss,” he said smiling. “Bye, babe.”
“See ya, Sid,” I said giving him one last peck. He ran out the door and I sighed. I was going to miss him during this road trip… I was actually going to miss him. Like, wish he was home with me and laying on my couch eating and watching tv. Never seen that coming.

Thursday rolled around, and Sidney was in Boston. I made plans to go out to dinner with Jay and his girlfriend, Kendra. I headed to Joe’s Crab Shack and go a table near a tv. They have game on, ready to watch the Pens take on the Bruins.
The waiter came over to me and asked what I needed to start me off. “Hello, miss,” he greeted. “What’s a pretty girl like you doing here all alone?” he said with a sly grin.
I blushed and shook my head. “I’m waiting on someone friends, thanks.”
“Oh, I see. Well, can I get you a drink while you wait?”
“Sure, coke please.”
“Of course,” he winked and walked away. There was something about that guy that made me uncomfortable, but I couldn’t figure it out. I got comfortable in my seat and watched the tv as they interview with Sid. I listened carefully to his words, and how calm he was. That man amazed me.
I was soon joined by Jay and Kendra. “Hey, Jay Bird,” I said giving him a hug.
“Hey, Raina,” he said laughing. “How are you, babe?”
“Alright, how are you, Kendra?” I asked hugging her as well.
“Great, hope these Pens do good tonight!” she said excitedly. “That Crosby kid’s so hot,” she said staring at the tv as they took the ice.
“Yeah, he’s something else, eh, Raina?” Jay winked.
The waiter came back as I was blushing. “Here you, sweet heart,” he said smoothly. “I’m glad to see your friends showed,” he smiled. “I was thinking I was going have to occupy that spot myself. Can I get you two something to drink?”
“Two Buds please,” Jay said politely. The waiter gave me one last look before walking away. “Looks like someone’s a looker,” Jay laughed, referring to the waiter.
“I’m not surprised,” I said rolling my eyes.
“So, how’s golden boy?” Jay grinned.
I blushed, “Good, I guess.”
“You guess? You kiss yet?”
“Who’s golden boy?” Kendra piped in.
“Uh…” I wasn’t sure what to say.
“Sidney Crosby,” Jay said with a wide smile.”
“You’re shitting me!” Kendra said getting excited.
“Shhh! Yes, it’s Sidney,” I said trying to keep her down. “We met when I took the day care kids to a practice. He offered me to see a game and dinner. And now, we’re uh, kinda hanging out.”
“Oh god! Raina, that’s awesome! I’m so jealous!” Jay shot her an angry look. “Baby, I’m just saying!”
“Yeah, yeah,” he said as the waiter came back.
“Happy to see your company’s keeping you entertained,” he winked.
“Yeah, that’s why I invited em,” I said getting annoyed. As the night went on, the game grew more and more intense. Sidney got an assist and a goal. It was a good night for him. Then, for the first time in his NHL career, Sidney dropped the gloves.
I stood up and started yelling, “Yeah, baby! Get him! Punch him good. Right there! Yeah, Sid!” The whole place was getting into it, but some turned heads to stare at me. I felt awkward and sat down. “Well, that was interesting,” I said looking at Jay and Kendra.
Jay just laughed. “You really like him, huh?” Kendra smiled.
I blushed, “I guess so.” It was a new start of my life. My heart was open, and loved. Life was… starting to be complete.

\\.::=Ten=::.//

Sidney’s P.O.V.

The next day, I was done with morning skate and was drying off from the shower. All of the guy have been talking about Raina all day and telling how hot she was. But, there was something about her I needed to figure out first.

That’s when Jordan pointed it out.

“So, Sid, have you noticed the way Raina kind of holds back on ya?” he said pulling up his jeans.
I gave him a puzzled look. “Not really. I mean, she’s kind of stiff at times, but she could just be nervous,” I said defending her.
Jordan grinned, “Did you notice the ring around her ring finger?”
I started to tense up and think about it for a second. Ring? I remember seeing a really beautiful diamond one, but I didn’t think anything of it. I’ve been in her house. No one else is ever there, besides Millie.
“Jordan, it could just be something stupid, like… I don’t know, maybe her grandma gave it to her or something.”
“Her grandma,” Marc-Andre laughed. “Dude, that’s an engagement ring.”
I started to get nervous and sweat. Maybe she is engaged and is just playing me. It’s definitely not the first time, that’s for sure.
“I’ll just have to talk to her about it. I’m sure it’s not too much to worry about.”
Jordan chuckled. “Yeah, it’s not too much to worry about. Just don’t think about her screaming some other guys name tonight, and making his breakfast in the morning.”
I glared at Jordan and threw on my coat. “Fuck off, Jordan.” I walked quickly to my Range Rover and dialed Raina’s number.
She answered in a few short rings. “Hello?” she said with kids in the background.
“Hey, Raina, It’s Sidney.”
I heard her voice light up, “Sorry, I didn’t have time to look at the caller ID. What’s up? Thanks for last night.”
I let out a chuckle. “No problem. Thanks for coming. Um, I was wondering what you’re doing tonight after the game.”
“Well, I can’t go out, because of work. I cut it close today.”
I sighed. “Well, can I come over after the game? I kind of want to talk about something.”
I could tell she got nervous. “Um, sure, just call before you come. I don’t want to be sleeping,” she laughed.
By saying that, I got curious wondering if she needed time to hide something. “Alright, well I’ll let you get back to work. See ya tonight.”

Raina’s P.O.V.

I hung up with Sidney and looked at Mel, who was giving me a dirty look. “What?” I snapped. I was getting a short fuse with her today.
“You do know you’re at work, right?” she glared, “And was late on top of it.”
“And you never came in late,” I said rolling my eyes. The day seemed to drag on. I guess the fact I wanted to get home and see Sidney didn’t help. I sat down for the game and got ready to watch the Penguins face the Senators.

Half way through the game, my phone started to ring. I looked at the caller ID and my face lit up. “Hey, Jay,” I answered excitedly.
“Hey, Raina,” he said with a chuckle. “What’s up, girlie?”
“Nuffin, watching the pens game, what about you?” I said getting up to make a pizza.
“Whoa, you’re actually watching a hockey game?” he said surprised.
I kind of froze, not sure if I should tell him about Sidney. After all, Jay was Justin’s best friend. “Yeah, I just wanted to get back into it, I guess. So, how have you been, buddy?”
“Pretty good, school’s killing me,” he laughed. “How’s the day care?”
I sighed. “Same old, same old I guess. How’s Kendra?”
“Great. I’m thinking about asking her to marry me,” Jay said nervously.
My own heart sank. I looked down at my engagement ring that now met nothing. “When you gonna do that?” I asked, really not caring.
“Maybe New Years Eve, when the ball drops,” he said as I turned on the oven.
“Well, I wish you all the luck,” I said sitting back on the couch to watch the game.
“Thanks, so have you been seeing anyone?”
I bit my lip nervously. “Well, kind of.”
“What?” Jay said very surprised. “I was just asking to be nice. Who’s the lucky guy?”
“You won’t believe me,” I laughed.
“Common, tell,” he said wanting answers.
I sighed, with a light laugh. “Sidney Crosby.”
Jay started busting out in laughter. “You’re right, that was a good one. Okay, really who? Brad Pit?”
“Sidney Crosby,” I stated more serious this time. “I met him when I went to set up stuff for the day care. He’s a really nice guy.”
Jay was speechless for a moment. “I’m surprised. You won’t even go for a normal guy. Raina,” he said pausing, “are you sure you’re ready for this? I mean, this is a huge step. Not just for you, but for anyone who would want to date a hockey player.”
“We’re not even dating, Jay. We’ve just been on a few outings, that’s all.
He let out a sigh, “Just let me know what you decide, Raina. I don’t want to see you hurt. I love you, babe.”
“I love you too, Jay Bird,” I said with a grin.
“Fuck you,” he laughed.

We talked for till the game was over and I told him I had to get ready for ‘bed’. I straightened up the apartment and myself. About 20 minutes later, I heard a knock at the door. I started to get nervous and ran to answer it. I opened the door and seen Sidney’s smiling face. Even after the losing game, he was still somehow in a good mood.
“Hey you,” he said pulling me into a hug and kissing my cheek.
“Hi,” I said happily. “Come in, sit down,” I said leading him inside as Millie ran over to him and started sniffing his leg. “You played a good game. I’m sorry about the loss.”
Sidney just shrugged and sat on the couch. “It happens. I’ve been trying to let it go, and stay at the rink, but sometimes I just get so frustrated.”
I nodded and sat down on the love seat. “I know exactly how you feel, Sid.”
Sidney just sat back and let out a breath of air. “So, how was your day?” he said getting comfortable on the couch.
“Same old, same old,” I laughed. “I did get to watch a pretty good looking guy on tv though,” I said giving him a wink.
“Oh yeah,” he said with a grin. “Were you watching Laguna Beach or something?” he said grinning.
“No,” I said sticking out my tongue. “And I’m lucky enough to have that good looking guy on my couch right at this moment,” I said sitting next to him.
Sidney grinned and went to kiss me, but something held him back. “Raina,” he said nervously. “Can I ask you something?”
I knew exactly where this was going, and my heart started to race, and I felt like it was in my head, and started sweating. “Uh, sure, Sid. What’s on your mind?”
He sat back a bit and took a deep breath. “I don’t mean to be prying or nosey, but I need to find something out before I get too attached.”
“I understand,” I said looking down at hands, as I played with my ring.
Sidney picked up my left hand and held it. “I just wanna know if this means anything,” he said nervously.
I started to tear up thinking about it. I knew Sidney wasn’t trying to be an asshole, he was just curious. I took my empty hand and whipped away a tear that started to fall.
Sidney realized I was getting upset and dropped my hand. He whipped away another tear that fell and hushed me. “Raina, I’m so, so sorry. I didn’t mean to make you cry. I was just wondering. I’m sorry,” he said pulling me closer to him.
“I know, Sid,” I said trying not to let my voice crack. “It’s an extremely long story and I’m not sure how to tell you,” I said pulling my knees up to my chest and Sidney put his arm around me.
“You don’t have to tell me if you’re not ready, Raina. I’ll be ready to listen any time.”
“Are you sure you really wanna hear?” I laughed.
Sidney smiled and kissed me. “Of course I want to know, silly. I want to know everything that’s going on in that pretty little head of yours.”
I smiled and sat up. “Well, I guess I should start out by telling you about my family. I’m adopted.” Sidney’s eyes widened in awe and I continued. “My parents were killed in a car accident after we moved back here. My brother, Seth, was killed too. I was put up for adoption by my grandmother because no one could really raise me. The family I was adopted into took me when I was ten. I’m an only child to them, since my mom couldn’t have children.”
“Just a wonder, but why did they adopt an older kid?” Sidney asked interested in my story.
“Well, they were asking about older ones, since they didn’t have a lot of time to spend on a baby, and just wanted the joy of kid. They were asking about some of the kids, and heard about how long I’ve been there and took me,” I said with a light smile. I loved the fact someone actually cared enough for me to take me into their own family like that.
“That’s awesome,” Sid said smiling.
“Yeah, so I grew up in Pittsburgh. Well, when my family was alive, I lived in Chicago for a while because of my dad’s job. That’s when I first seen the Penguins, and they won the cup.”
“Holy shit,” Sidney said laughing. “That’s nuts!”
I couldn’t help but chuckle. “Yeah, it’s crazy. But then I was raised outside of Pittsburgh and had a pretty decent school. By 10th grade, I met a kid, Justin. Honestly, I was in love. He proposed to me our senior year. We were going to go to college together and such. I was going to be a teacher and he wanted to be a kid’s doctor.”
“What happened?”
I took a huge, deep breath, knowing this was going to be rough. Sidney was the first guy I let into my life and was the first guy I was telling this story to. I just had to be strong and try not to cry too much. “It was our senior years, May 15, and Justin and I were on our way to a party. All week, Justin’s parents thought he was doing drugs. His brother was a hardcore junkie, and stole from his friend and hid the shit in Justin’s room. So, Justin had a drug test and it was negative. Kenny, his brother, actually set him up.”
Sidney gave me a weird look. “Why?”
“He was jealous of everything Justin had. I donno, he was just a low life.”
“I can tell. So, what happened at the party? Did he cheat on you or something?”
I shook my head. “We didn’t even make it to the party,” I said tearing up. “I let go of Justin’s hand to text Jay, and all I heard was a gunshot and looked up and seen Justin fall to the pavement.” I started to choke up my words. Sidney just held my hand, not saying a thing. I collected myself and whipped the tears away once again. “Kenny and Matt, the kid he stole from, showed up, and it was Matt who shot him. Justin ended up dying that night at the hospital.”
Sidney pulled me into a hug as I started to cry. “You don’t tell this story often, do ya, Raina?” he whispered. I shook my head as I buried it into his neck. “It’s okay, sweetie.”
Sidney rubbed my back and kissed my head. I sighed and finally pulled my head up. “I’m sorry, Sid. I know I act kind of weird around you, but you’re the first guy I’ve actually let in three years.”
Sidney gave me a tissue and ran his hand through my hair. “It’s understandable, Raina. I’d be a train wreck, myself. Look, if you need me to lay off, or go slower, or even just be a friend, I’ll do that for you.”
I looked up and met Sidney’s gaze and smiled. “Thanks, Sid. I honestly can say I want to move on, and I couldn’t have picked a better person to change my mind.”
A huge smile came to Sidney’s face. He gave me a light kiss and pressed his forehead against mine. “You’re an amazing girl, Raina.” I smiled and started to say something but Sid cut me off. “Talking about depressing things makes me hungry. Let’s see what you got in this fridge of yours.”